Nate One Shots

°Nate°🍏&🍓°Comfort°

Warning=SH ,Swearing

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I stare at the mirror on the wall. A pool of words flood my head.

Fat, why would anyone date a pig?

Ugly, no one wants to see you

Attention seeker, stop being so sad

Nate was out tonight I was alone.

Alone.

No one was with me no could stop me.
I walk into the bathroom,rummaging for my blade.

Found it, I pick it up I lay my hand down on the counter and look at myself.

I feel ashamed but its not look anyone cared.

I stare tears run down my face,

One cut for being fat

Two for being ugly

Three for being an attention seeker

Four for being such a whore

I drop the blade, blood runs down my arm. I deserve every cut.

I grabbed the blade off the floor.sitting I lower my bottoms.

One cut for being a slut

Two for being a-

CREAK

My head snaps to the door,Nate stands there in shock he throws everything on the ground.

"Jule what have you done." He grabs the blade.

"NO PLEASE I WANT IT I DESERVE IT," I begin to tackle Nate.

Nate throws the blade away and grabs my arms and places me on his lap and holds my head down to his chest.

I squirm,pushing,hitting,pulling away nothing worked he kept hold.

I started muttering in his chest with muffled cries,
"I hate you...I hate you..I ha.."

"Shh..Its ok I'm here let me help you" He whispered while rubbing my back.

I cried into his chest his soft whispers made me feel better.

He grabs a med kit he begins to bandage me up I look away.

"Why?" I ask in a low tone

"What do you mean why?"He questioned

"You don't have to do this I get if you think I'm weird or attentio-"He cuts me off with a soft kiss on my forehead.

"I love you,and I will make sure to protect you every day" He smiled at me

I smile back

He cares? Cares,Cares for... me.

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Omg such a boss its 2 in the morning send actual Help 😪

I'm trying to shift tonight 😩 bestie
I will tell you tomorrow morning if I do

I didn't:,(
I have school tm so yeah