Unwanted (COMPLETED)

chapter 18

ℍ𝕦𝕣𝕥

Of course i don't like her, do you really think i will like her, no way, even if i day i will never gonna like or love Grace Deniz, she just my pass time, while i was waiting Lira to come home, sabi nito sa kausap, oara akong natuod sa sinabi nito.

Imbis pakinggan pa ang sinabi nito at, tumalikod ako at kinuha ang phone ko  at bag at saka lumabas na sa office nya.

When I'm outside my tears keep on falling as there is no tomorrow

Shit why all people is being like this, why all the people i love keep on hurting me, keep on lying on me, nagmahal lang naman aki ahh, wala naman akong ginawang mali, bakit ganito sinapit ko, i hate it, i hate myself even more, my confident came back to zero, i don't have any confidence right now, parang inupos ako sa mga narinig ko.

I keep on crying as I'm heading my way home, the taxi driver give me a tissue when he see I'm crying, after i got home, i go to my room, and i cry all the pain, i cry all of it.

Kinaumagahan as expected maga ang mata ko, pero di ko to pinansin, i didn't even think to wash my face, i just want to eat dahil feeling ko gutom na ako, e ikaw ba naman walang kain ng lunch at dinner di ka ba magugutom.

I go to the kitchen and prepare my breakfast, i was preparing when someone get inside the kitchen.

Di ko to pinansin at pinagpatuloy lang ang ginawa ko. After that i eat silently, i didn't even think na mag angat ng tingin sa taong nasa harapan ko na ngayon, kanina kasi nandun lang yung sa may pinto nakahilig pero ngayon nasa harap ko na.

Even his in front of me di ko ito tinignan man lang, i keep on eating after that i wash the dishes, and was about to go out in the kitchen, when theirs a hand hold my hand, napatingin ako dun sabay angat tingin.

Blanko ko itong tinignan, he stare at me, na parang sinusukat ako nito.

What? Tanong ko dito ng lumipas na ang ilang minuto.

Bakit maga mata mo? Tanong nito

Paki mo sakin sagot ko.

May paki ako sabi nito.

Ouh yeah may paki ka talaga, you successfully got me, so now leave me alone sabi ko dito.

What are you saying? Tanong nito sakin

What am i really saying? Alam mo na yun, wag ka na magsinungaling, i hate liars ang cheater sabi ko.

Ay you didn't cheat naman eh, because as i know wgere nothing, sabi ko ng mapakla sabay wasiwas ng kamay nito at naglakad na, pero ang p*ta kinawakan na naman ako.

Bakit iniwan mo ko kahapon?  I was patiently waiting for you to come out on that room, pero kung di ko pa tinignan kung nandun ka pa, di ko pa malalaman na wala ka na pala dun, sabi nito ng wala itong masagot sa sinabi ko.

Ah yeah sorry  di na ako nakapagsabi na umalis na ako, kasi your busy sabi ko.

Busy? As far as i remember I'm not busy yesterday, sabi nito.

I don't have work to busy of yesterday sabi nito.

Yeah, i see yesterday, your busy on talking to someone over the phone and back stabbing at me, and say that masarap ako, i was your playtime , i was nothing but your pass timer,that your waiting a girl name Lira i fired at him, natulala ito sa sinabi ko.

See you can talk dahil nabisto kita sabi ko as my tears start on falling.

For all people i thought your different, because sayo ko lang naramdaman ang care , pagmamahal na false lang pala sa totoo, i keep on questioning myself, i keep on thinking ano ba nagawa ko bat ako tinatrato ng ganito?