Hey guys I hoped you liked the other chapter.... OOH DRAMA.
JAIS P.O.V
OMG why did I react like that, I've hurt her, the only girl I love...... ( A/N hahaha got ya ) yes that's right I love her, I said all those things about how Luke loves her so much but I was speaking as myself, I mean of course luke loves her but not as much as I do. Now all i have to do is win her heart which may be difficult because I probably just crushed it. I was just worried about her but I shouldn't have said anything stupid because I know how sensitive she is.... I really love her though.
ELLIES P.O.V
well I guess that's it then, I'm done with it all, even the people I love her angry at me it's time to plan another death....
I walked into the bathroom with my trusty friend and shut the door remembering to lock it. I pulled up the long jumper arm and placed the blade on my wrist. It felt so right. I know it's bad but it was an amazing feeling being able to do this, "oops" I said as I looked down at my cut wrists and thighs, I had really gone 'crazy' this time. I got my cloth and ran it under warm water and then dabbed it on all my fresh wounds, it stung a little because I hadn't cut in a while but it was the best feeling in the world. I know know that I will have to be careful around the boys because they will have a close eye on me from now on.... I have to be really careful of Luke especially he was heart broken about the whole 'death' thing but oh well.....
LOL SAD PART THO :(((
Ily stay strong, stay beautiful and never change xoxox<3
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Self harm, abuse and Luke Brooks (a janoskian fanfict)
FanfictionEllie is a 17 year old girl who has grown up with her abusive parents. In the middle of her escape she meets the Janoskians who help her through her self harming. What will happen when she falls in love with Luke, and Jai falls in love with her... (...
