The next morning I woke up and remembered the look on Jais face when he caught luke and i kissing, It looked like he was jealous or upset. I walked down stairs with my big jumper on, not wanting anyone to notice my scars. Jai was on the couch eating some cereal and watching tv...now was my chance to ask him what was wrong. I walked over and jumped next to him, he looked at me and the back at the show he was watching. I grabbed the remote and turned the tv off and asked Jai what was wrong. he told me he was just surprised. I nodded and walked back upstairs.I still felt depressed, my wrists were really irritating me so i got my blades and went into the bathroom. I remembered to lock it this time so no one would walk in again. I slit my wrists and then went down to my thighs and slit each one twice. I heard a knock on the door, it was Luke. I was shocked for a second and then asked what he wanted. He told me there was a party later on and that he wanted me to come, i agreed and he walked away. I grabbed some tolet paper and presses hard down onto my bleeding thighs and arms. I walked out and bumped into Beau. He looked at me suspiciously and i just smiled and walked into the guest room. I looked through my cupboard to find a nice dress for tonight. I chose a Black maxi-dress to cover my legs and chose a creme coloured cardigan to cover my arms. I also chose some Creme coloured Sequined heels to go with it. I couldnt wait for tonight but i had a sick feeling in my stomach that something bad was going to happen.
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Self harm, abuse and Luke Brooks (a janoskian fanfict)
FanfictionEllie is a 17 year old girl who has grown up with her abusive parents. In the middle of her escape she meets the Janoskians who help her through her self harming. What will happen when she falls in love with Luke, and Jai falls in love with her... (...
