They were back, my suicidal thoughts. I was finally sad enough to leave this horrid world. It was finally my time too leave. I walked downstairs and looked around no one seemed to be home. I walked to the park where I met the boys and walked to the bridge that was a few meters away, it was a beautiful but deadly sight the jagged rocks underneath were a perfect cause for my death. It was finally my time!
LUKES P.O.V
I was in my room laying on my bed not feeling well when I heard Ellie leave the house, I looked out the window and watched her run down the pathway, she was probably going for a run or something I though to myself.
ELLIES P.O.V
I hoisted myself up to the rail and looked down, I would probably be knocked unconscious and the drown in the water, I got ready to jump thinking of all the horrid things that had happened to me, my parents and the boy and Gina I was so upset and sad I was ready too leave. It was my time. I was ready to die.
I took my last breath and jumped
But I wasn't falling !
Ily and remember
Stay strong, stay beautiful and never change !! Xoxoxo
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Self harm, abuse and Luke Brooks (a janoskian fanfict)
FanfictionEllie is a 17 year old girl who has grown up with her abusive parents. In the middle of her escape she meets the Janoskians who help her through her self harming. What will happen when she falls in love with Luke, and Jai falls in love with her... (...