OMG GUYS IM SO SORRY IVE BEEN ON HOLIDAYS AND HAVE HAD NO TIME ILY AND SORRY !!!!
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I walked through the front door of the brooks house, it was so nice and welcoming. Luke walked me upstairs and put me into bed, I still wasn't felling very well so I needed some rest. Luke kissed my cheek and I fell asleep
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I was sick of all the abuse and torture my parents have put me through I was so done with life, no one would remember me no one would care this was finally the time to go.
I got my rope I had been hiding all these years of abuse and threw it over the top of the wooden beam above my ceiling. I knotted if we'll and put it around my neck. I wasn't leaving a note or anything no one would care anyway, I got ready to jump of the chair, I was finally ready. I jumped it was finally over
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I woke up knowing that my dream will someday become a reality. I knew I wasn't wanted in this world no know cared for me so why bother with life?
Really sorry for not updating gonna do it ALOT more now
Anyway ily guys and remember stay strong, stay beautiful and never change :) xxxx
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Self harm, abuse and Luke Brooks (a janoskian fanfict)
FanfictionEllie is a 17 year old girl who has grown up with her abusive parents. In the middle of her escape she meets the Janoskians who help her through her self harming. What will happen when she falls in love with Luke, and Jai falls in love with her... (...
