Self harm, abuse and Luke Brooks (a janoskian fanfict)

Chapter 5, Watch Your Back

I woke up the next morning, I remembered everything from last night. I picked up my phone to check the time, I noticed I had a text from a unknown number. It read, were out for you, we know where you are so watch your back xx mum and dad :). I dropped my phone, picked up the little silver razor bade and ran into the bathroom with tears streaming down my face. I shut the door silently so none of the boys heard me and sat down on the cold bathroom floor. I lifted the blade and placed it on my skin, i pushed the cold blade down and across multiple times. Blood was gushing out of my arm because of how deep i had cut. I was thinking about my parents, Luke and the boys and how my parents are putting me and my friends in danger, i hated them for this. I didnt want them to come after me or any of the boys so I decided i would have to leave to keep my friends safe. I held about 5 tissues on my cuts so they would stop bleeding. I put them in the toilet and flushed them down. I turned around and saw Beau standing there with his mouth wide open. He walked upto me and pulled me into a tight hug, i started crying and told him not to tell anyone, not even Luke. He asked me why i was hurting myself so i showed him the text. He looked worried and told me i had to stay with them to keep me out of danger.

BEAUS P.O.V

I was shocked about what i had just seen, i was heart broken i always hate when people hurt themselves. After she showed me the text i demanded she stayed here but she refused saying she didnt want to put any of us boys in danger. I looked at her told her to stop being silly and that she will be staying with us for as long as she needs.

ELLIES P.O.V

I tried to refuse Beaus offer of staying here but he just told me not to be silly, now he knows about my self harming i have to be more careful about locking the door. I put my jumper on to cover my fresh scars and walked downstairs all the boys were there and were eating some left overs from last night. i walked in and gave them all a hug. It was Lunch time so the boys and I decided to go to the park.

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later that night we were all watching mean girls, luke grabbed my hand which made me blush. I was getting really tired so i decided to go to bed. Luke walked me up like the night before and kisses me again but this time i kissed back. It was wonderful until we heard a soft cough behind us, it was Jai he looked sad and walked away... i guess i have to find out why he was upset tomorrow. 

We love you guys and remember 

stay strong, stay beautiful and never change xxx