What if I never loved You?

~2~

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It was time for her to serve him coffee. It was one of her duties to be done everyday around 5 in the evening. And now she was near the espresso machine. No one was allowed to touch it except Tejasswi.

She was lost in her thought when she heard two of her colleague discussion something. And she didn't bother much and was going to his cabin when she heard her name in their conversation.

"I know. She is always with him when the blind are closed. I went today to sir cabins because Aarav sir sent me to give him some files. But the blinds were down and Tejasswi was with him. Because I saw her coming down from his floor".

"I don't know why she is the head secretary. Is she capable of this position?? Every single employees have to listen to her orders"

"That's my point. I think she is trying to seduce the boss??"

"May be but she is not that hot that boss would be attracted to her so much".

"She behaves so cool and do not give straight replies. She walks with lots of attitude in herself but ends up being the boss's whore."

"This is because of the position here".

"Anyway sir uses her. And so she's here"
The mug of espresso fell from her hand.
They both looked at her and then back at each other.

"Did she listen to what we were talking"

"I don't think so. Let's go".

Tejasswi was numb standing there taking the support of the wall.
She wanted to cry, cry at what people thinks about her, why he treats her like this, why she did not give any reply to his torture just because she likes him??

" I don't know why he does this to me. Why??" She shouted in her thoughts.

She immediately combined herself back and made the espresso again.
And took it to his cabin.

She was 12 min late and she heart was heavy thinking that today he's gonna fuck her twice??

"I don't know but I want her where is she it has been 3 years still you all can't find her. Why do I pay you all. To just call me once in a week and tell me tht she is still not found" He screamed which brought her out of her trance.

She entered without knocking and he turned towards her as he was facing the wall.
His eyes showed anger but she knew he was hurt.

He sat back I'm his seat and covered his face behind his palm.
He moved his hand from his face to his hairs in frustration.

"Sunny" She almost whisper so that he can't hear her.
Her heart was aching seeing his conditions and the worse was she was blamed for it. Karan puts every blame on her for the misconduct in the organization. He is not always angry but whenever his eyes lands on her, anger takes over him.

"Sir you coffee" She spoke after almost two min of silence.
He looked at her with his teary eyes.
Anger rush in his blood as he saw her.

She came forward and kept the mug on the table.
He was staring at her with soft eyes not because he was sad but because he had to tolerate the one who hurted him but talking his love away from her.

"Why? " He asked sternly.

She looked at him.
"Haan?" She asked.

"Why Tejasswi? " He stood up from his chair.
"It because of you and your fucking diary I lost her. She went away from me because for you"
He shouted.

He always looks deep inside her eyes so that he could find a slight touch of innocence but his anger doesn't let him do so. He ends up hurting her even if he does not want to do so.

She was standing there quietly understanding his pain, his anger. But he will never agree to his fact of her being the cause of his pain.

"Your confession took my love away from me" Saying this he hold her arms tightly.

"You love me but you know what I hate you. I hate you the most Tejasswi. I hate you to the extend where I can even kill you." He pushed her away.

"I hate you Tejasswi" was the only sentence which hurted her. His yelling doesn't, he shouts doesn't, him being rough with her doesn't hurt her but the fact he hated her the most kills her from within.

He sat back on his chair with his eyes closed shut. He only believes that one person in life and she will be the one reason for the death of the girl standing in front of him. He just wants his love back at any cost. His heart only search for love the whole any and at the end it either leads him into a deep sleep or a rough night with Tejasswi.

She somehow stood up with her broken heart which was again and again broken by him.
She ran out of the room holding her tears.

Tejasswi on the other hand have a different view point of the story. She was the other important aspect of his life but he never noticed. Lies were all around him that is why even after three years he can't find the truth.

She ran to the restroom and locked her up.
She sat on the floor and only think she was murmuring while crying was
"Where are you sister??"