What if I never loved You?

~18~

Happy Reading.

"Stop Teju stop thinking this. You just believe your Karan. He can't hurt you. He will protect you always. We have already expressed our love for each other a ndour baby is the sign of our love. It doesn't need any tag from other" She scolded herself.

He wiped her tears taking a long breathe. She held herself strong and went to meet Karan for lunch.

She went inside and saw Karan talking with an employee. She didn't wanted to distrub him so she was coming out without letting him know but he stopped her.

"Teju you need something" He asked her.

She turned back to look at him.
"No sorry i didn't wanted to disturb you. I'll come after you are done".

"It's Ok you can wait here"

"But" She was going to say but Karan eyed on the couch for her to sit and wait for him to complete.

She looked at the employee. He smiled at her and she settled on the couch.
"Check this till you are waiting" Karan handed her a small file which has few designs to be approved for manufacturing. She checked them, rejected many and pointed fee mistakes in other,only 3 out of 20 we're approved by her. She kept the file on the table leaning on the couch.

She stared scrolling her insta. She was smiling looking at some pictures of new born babies.
It was the most searched thing on her every single app. Her google history showed 'pictures of little baby' 'how should we take care of ourselves during pregnancy' 'how can we know if the baby if healthy' This were the some of the questions.

And same on insta she kept scrolling pictures of small babies. Clothes and shoes of them. She loved watching them and also wishing them to be real soon.

A post of thought caught her attention.

'A boy will know his feelings for you, the very first time he sees you. And it will keep growing with time of you being close to him. And soon he'll know you are the one for him'.

"He did" She smiled.

"But he didn't knew that if it was Anya or you" Her mind spoke.

"But he never felt with Anya the way he is with me" She gave back.

"Sweety" She heard Karan calling her.

She jerked her thought and looked at him standing in front of her looking at her with a question mark and she knows it why.

"Sorry i was thinking something" He patted her cheeks. "Thinking or Overthinking?" He asked.

"What do you want to eat" She looked at him for a long time thinking what to eat.

After a whe she replied "Whatever you want to it. I'm ok with it. I'm not feeling like having any sweet things".

"Okay then I'll order".

"Sunny" She called pulling him to sit beside her.
He took her in his arms.
"You feel for me right?" She asked with a low voice making him frown.

"Why is this question needed to be asked? ".

"It's just that I'm not..."

"Feeling it?" He asked.

She pushed him a little away "No. I feel for you. I love you but..."

"From my side?".

"Sunny you are not letting me complete" She said annoyingly.

"Tell me Teju you don't feel my love for you. How do you want me to make you feel?" He was serious by now.

"I'm asking the same from you. Do you feel for me?" She asked bluntly.