What if I never loved You?

~9~

Happy Reading.

~With Teja's Pov.

I am is in arms. The feeling of love and care I felt today was what I want. It's quite normal for me to have sex with him but today he was soft with me showing that he do not want to hurt me.

I don't know what is from his side. But I know mine I love him and it's pure. He is taking little care of me from few days. And I thought he would change when Anya will be back. But he does not seems interested in talking to her.

I am happy thinking this but I part of mine is sad for my sister. They loved each other for past ten years which is not normal. Anya was three years away from him but love never ends but attraction does which I think he has with me and it hurts a lot.

He told me that he know that Anya have a motive of coming back. But what it can be other than making my life worse. Leave it let me live the moment.

I want to face him but his mouth is still on my nipple not actually sucking it but he was holding it with his mouth. I don't know why I'm blushing but I feel loved. I move my hand a cup his face trying to move him from my chest. Now I can see his face properly. This is the man I love.

And here he again makes his hold tight pulling me closer. What is he thinking Am I pillow to him? If he applies a little pressure I'll literally get into him.

He calls me little. Have he ever seen himself while sleeping. But his junior is making me feel that he is not a little baby at all.

I hid my face in his chest kissing him there and pulling the duvet over me.

Pov ends.

"You want to bath first. Or can I?? He asked her.
"I'll go" She said and he left her as they were still in the same position.

She was going to sit up but again fell in his arms as a reflex thinking that she was not wearing anything.

"What??" He asked. "Clothes??"she replied being shy and not looking at him.
"You can wear mine for now. You can wear anything from the closet. We'll go to your house. You can change to your formal and then we'll move to office" He replied normally.

She looked at him with "What" expression.
"What's your problem Tejasswi??" He asked.
"I'm not wearing anything. Will i go to the bathroom naked walking in front of you??" She asked.

"I just saw her last night that time she didn't wanted to wear anything" He thought.
"Wear that shirt of mine" She took it from her right hand wearing it inside the duvet itself.

But before she can button her shirt, the duvet was pulled. Her expression turned into a big O when she saw Karan smiling at her. His eyes we're fixed with hers. Obviously both were naked bud Tejasswi had the shirt on which was of no use. He could see everything she had.

She hit his chest when she was pulled on his lap.
"What are you trying to sir?"

"Wanting to help you" He said while his eyes shift to her right nipple while ner trying to button jer shirt. The nipple was red by now. He looked back into her eyes.

"You are sore" He cupped jer breast and gave a small peak which surely hurted her a little. "Sorry"

She hed his face and peaked his lips "It's the sign that you loved me last night" She said and jumped off his lap.

She walked towards the bathroom and he was staring at her "Stop it Karan. You have anyway done stupidity at night and not again. She is pure you can't do this again. But i saw her crying and i was not able to control. Urgghh what is happening".

He was thinking but stop as something strike his mind. He wore his pants and walked towards the drawing room. He went near the place where Teja was sitting at night. He saw the diary "Thank god it's here" He thought and immediately hid it under a drawer in the room.

They both were ready.
"Karan I have kept the food in the fridge. I didn't wanted to have it" She said picking up her stuff.
"Then let's have it now" He said and went towards the kitchen.

He came back placing two plates on the center table where she was sitting on the couch.
"What we're you doing"

"I was reheating the food. Let's have it we'll have to leave soon" He said taking one bite of it.
She hummed and startes having it.

Teja was anyway happy. She directly went to her cabin sat on her chair smiling and thinking about last night. After few minutes she went to Karan's cabin serving him his coffee.

"Karan your coffee and you have a meeting in half an hour. And the files of investors are ready you can check it. I'll bring it after the meeting" She said and he replied with a "Ok".

Karan was done with the meeting and was going back to his cabin when the thought of diary stroke him "I want to read that diary but one should not read other's diary. It's personal but that diary has a lot I need to know. I refuced reading it 3 years back and still something is missing"

His chain of thought was broken when he saw Anya sitting on his couch. "Why are you here??" He asked not looking at her.

"I came to meet you Karan. Why are you being rude to me??" She asked coming near her.

"I'm not being rude to you at all. I just don't want to talk to you. I'm in my office and I think you should leave". He replied sitting on his chair.

"But I came back for you. And here you are not even looking at me. Yesterday you went with that girl. You know I left because of her still you..."

"Stop it Anya please stop blaming her. And now you can leave" He said sternly.
"Karan why are supporting her. Have you fallen for her?" She asked.

"I don't know. But now I don't love you and it's clear. It's over, you left me and now I'm leaving you" He was really angry till now.

"Karan listen to you she is using you. She don't like that why she is trying to take you away from me. I love...." Karan stopped her.

"You never loved me you only loved hating Teja and you are very well specialised in this. You always wanted everything that she had and sometime I think that you wanted me because I was hers" He replied in a loud tone.

"Anya please leave. I'm requesting you. I am not able to tolerate you anymore. I have already blamed and hurted your sister and now I don't want to hear anything that will make me do something wrong to her" He concluded.

Anya was going to say something when Karan gave her a death stare and she left.

"Why is she so wierd man. If she would have spoken a single word now I would have slapped her. Her conversation never ended without mention Tejasswi. Tejasswi had done this. Tejasswi took my position bla bla bla. From last 10 years I was tired hearing this. Thank god she left" Karan thought.

Teja came with the file kept it on his table and left without saying anything. She had seen Anya leaving his cabin.

"Now she'll not talk to me. Now I know that freaking diary is my last hope" He said after she left his cabin.