It wasn't fake..

Chapter 10: Wilhelm's Pov

I woke up in a big white room, everything was still a little blurry for a while. I realized I had ended up in a hospital somehow. Suddenly I saw a woman with white clothes coming up to me

'How are you prince Wilhelm?' she said

'I feel.. numb' I responded

'Would you like your friends to come in?' She asked 

'Sure..' I replied

'Alright, they'll come one by one' she added and left the room, not even a minute later, Sara came in the white hospital room

'Hi Wilhelm...' She said and closed the door behind her

'Sara..?' I said confused

'Hey... I'm the one who found you on the floor.' She explained

W: I'm sorry you had to see me like this after the argument we had with Simon and Felice. It's not your fault I'm like this

S: Wille I'm really sorry I said those things about you, I was being selfish and mean. I thought I lost my brother..

W: I understand. I forgive you Sara, we're good

S: I'm glad

She gave me a small hug since I couldn't really move

' I'm going to get Felice now, okay?' she said and I nodded

She left the room and Felice immediately ran in, I could see her mascara on her wet cheeks

'Oh Wilhelm...' She ended up saying and she ran to hug me 'How are you feeling??'

'A little numb I guess..My head hurts a lot too' I explained

'Wille.. Why did you do that..?' She asked. I stayed silent for a minute, but then I thought to myself that she had to know, she's my best friend.

'The same day, I had a talk with Simon about what I was going to do after school since my parents won't accept me, and he just broke up with me without thinking about another solution. I felt useless, I keep thinking that nobody truly cares about me, everyone uses me because they want to be friends with the crown prince. Nobody likes my real self, I just want to feel loved for once.. Simon made me feel like I could be myself without caring about anyone else, and when he left me, I felt completely alone, I still really feel alone. Everyone in Hillerska hates me since I came out, what's the point of living if I only accept hate in my life..?' I explained.

'Wilhelm you're not alone. You'll never be completely alone, I promise. Your life is worth it, I know it's hard, but everything is going to be okay soon. I promise you, I just don't want to lose you. Don't do this to me again..' she said as she grabbed a chair, sat down and laid her head on my shoulder

'I won't..' I responded

*After a few moments of silence*

'So since you and Sara came I'm guessing there's no one else so I'm just going to sleep now' I explained

'Actually Wilhelm, there's one more person here to see you' Felice responded

'Oh okay..' I said

'ill be back soon' Felice replied and left the room, not even a second later, I saw Simon coming in. He was wearing the purple hoodie that I love so much. I could see he had been crying, he noticed the beeping machine and the serums all over me. It took me a few moments to actually realise that he came to see me

'Wille....' he said in a sobbing voice and ran, sat close to me and immediately grabbed my hand

I stayed silent. I looked numb, I was so glad he was here, but I felt like I couldn't smile anymore..

Author's note:

Hi everyone! I'm so sorry I've been inactive lately, school is starting soon and I've been getting a lot of anxiety. I promise to be more active, hope you understand<333