Excruciating

foster home

"Wake up!" I immediately was waken up by that voice I knew very well and the sound of a door breaking. I scrambled to my knees on my bed when I saw him coming into my room. I could see the door was broken behind him. Meaning he had managed to brake it down. How did that not wake me up? Was I really that tired? Now I regretted locking the door in the first place. I knew it was only going to piss him off. Considering I couldn't sleep for days I guess I got sloppy and was too tired to think clearly.
He came in a flashing speed making his way to me. Causing my heart to beat faster. I always tired to run or at least fight back but I just couldn't seem to get out of my frozen state.

His hands took ahold of my hands in a very tight grip gaining a scream out of me.
"Stop! Pl-ea-se I-I'm sorry" I stuttered. I didn't know what I apologized for but It became an instinct at this point.
"SHUT YOUR MOUTH! THE FUCK DID I SAY TO YOU? HUH!! DIDN'T I FUCKING TELL YOU NOT TO CLOSE THE FUCKING DOOR! DIDNT I TELL YOU!" He punched me in the face a few times
"ANSWER ME!" he yelled. I was full on sobbing now and was trembling in his arms.
"I'm so-orry please I f or-g-ot please Im sorry" I desperately begged. He held my neck in his hands and dragged me to the end of the bed until I hit the the floor. He let me go and I immediately backed away from him. He glared at me causing shiver to run down my body. His eyes held so much anger it sometimes became to much for me so I looked down.

"You forgot?" he said it so calm causing me to shiver in fear realizing my mistake didn't go unnoticed. Oh no
All I could do was shake my head. I wanted to beg him and say I will never do it again but I couldn't get any words of my mouth. My tears continuously rolled down while his laugh echoed through the whole room.

"Then I will help you remember"

I don't know how many minutes passed but I couldn't feel my face and I'm sure my ribs were broken by how much I was struggling to breath. My breath came out shallow and forced. I couldn't decide what was less painful breathing in by my mouth or nose.
Once he finished he got off me and chuckled.

"Your pathetic! Look at you! Such a worthless piece of shit!" I could see through blurry vision that he had this sinister smirk on his face which made me wish I hadn't looked at him, knowing it's going to hunt me in my dreams.

[ FLASH BACK ENDS HERE]

I woke up drinched in my own sweat I can feel my heart beating like it's going to explode. I frantically looked around my room searching my surrounding for any danger.

I calmed down after I realized it was just a dream. I breathed a sigh of relief. My phone buzzed making me flinch a little. I unlocked my phone to see many notifications and that my best friend texted me. I just checked her text.

I'm coming to get you. Be ready in 15!

I got out of my bed and went straight to the showers. I took my time until I realized I was getting to deep into my thoughts. I ended my shower quickly getting out and wore my already ready outfit for the day.   

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