That's My Boyfriend Dad! (Larry Stylinson fanfiction)

Chapter 9

Authors note:
Thanks for the feedback :) just a warning for this chapter. This chapter contains self harm, just to let you know if your not comfortable with it.

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Louis p.o.v

Harry's on a date? My heart literally splits in two... my eyes start to well. I hate my self. Everybody hates me, my own family hate me. If I told my friends at school the truth they'll hate me, they hate me. They hate everyone who likes the same sex. But then there is Niall and Zayn, surely they'd accept me, they dont hate anyone (apart from a few bitchs).

I run to my car with blurred vision. I've got to stop causing everyone pain. Anyone I touch I cause pain. I feel like every day is Friday the 13th, I have the worst luck in the world. Yet other people may look at me at school and wish they were me. But they don't know the real me. No one does, I'm just good at hiding it.

Once I am back at Harry's house I run up to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror. I hate my appearance, my hair, my eyes... I mean what's up with my eyes, they have huge bags from endless amounts of sleepless nights. My skin. My nose. My everything. I lift my top off my body and look at my stomach. Now this is the worst. I have this bump that just won't go, even if I don't eat.

So to basically sum that up I hate every single part of my body. Which makes sence because no one has or ever will love my body. Even if they say they do, they will probably be lying because I know what I look like, and no one will ever love a discussing, useless, unwanted thing like me. No one has time. That's why I put a front on and pretend I'm someone I'm not because it's easier then letting my walls down and showing people the broken person that is me.

I look through the cabernet on the wall and my eye's light up to what I see... I pick the sharp object up and take a deep breath. I've done this before. I take the razor in my right hand and put the blades on left arm and press the blade in. I close my eyes and let out a shakey breath. I know this isn't any good but it takes away my internal pain and replaces it with external.

I lift the razor away and wash it in the cold water. I find a towel on the side of the bath and press down on my cut. I hear the door unlock downstairs and Harry talking. He's talking to someone else. He's brought that guy back?

"Louis? You in?" Harry shouts as I walk over to the wash basket to put the towel in.

"Up here" I shout back. I unlock the bathroom door and take a breath in and then letting a shakey breath back out. I put my top back on my body and walk down the stairs. Harry and the other guy are sat on the sofa next to eachother. I walk into the livingroom and give a small smile to them.

"Harry, this is Liam. My friend I was telling you about in the hospital" Harry says. What so he'll start a relationship with the guy who helped wreak his marriage or relationship with Stacey's mum but for me it's a huge NO.

"Nice to meet you Liam. I've heard lot's about you" I half smile at him.

"All good I hope" Liam laughs and I laugh with him

"Well..." I say but am interrupted by Harry

"I think that's enough Louis. Hey Li, could you make me a tea please?" Harry asks Liam and he nods standing up

"Louis?" Liam asks and I reply with a tea. Who does Harry think he is. Bossing hos new boyfriend around.

Liam walks out of the room. So I decide to speak my mind "so you two. Huh. You won't have me but you'll have the man who helped you destroy your marriage/ relationship! That's just wrong Harry. I saw you two at the cafė before. I-I-I s-saw you" my eye's start to well up and I can feel myself start to shake.

"You think that we are together? Louis seriously!" He moves over to the arm of the chair that I'm sat on and puts a arm around me "I wouldn't be in a relationship with Liam even if he was the last person on earth. We are just friends that I swear. You can ask him if you like but he'll say the exact same as me" Harry says rubbing my back

"Promise?" I look up at him and he nods

"I promise" he says linking our pinky's together

Liam walks back in with mine and Harry's tea in his hands. "You okay?" Liam asks me and I nod

"Thought you and me were together" Harry laughs

"Ewww no" Liam laughs "I don't think I would be able to put up with his weird habits"

"What habits?" I ask Liam and Harry shakes his head blushing

"No Liam. Don't you dare tell him. I wasn't going to tell him yet" Harry says blushing and this has got to be the cutest thing I have ever seen.

"Surprised Stacey never told you Louis she was most mortified by his habit" Liam laughs

"Corse she was she is my daughter afer all Liam" Harry shakes his head

"Okay. He like to g-" Liam starts to say but is interrupted by Harry

"I like to get naked all the time" Harry says and I feel a huge smile forming on my face. This could actually be one of the best things ever.

Maybe not all days are Friday the 13th afterall...