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"Tink this the fifth time today." my sister rubbed my back as I emptied my insides into the toilet.
I can't keep anything down, everything I eat I throw up. It's so frustrating because I'm so hungry.
"It's juts food poisoning," I reassured her, I had some kfc so that's what I'm assuming it is. "Mhm."
After I finished I got up and cleaned my bathroom, then I washed my face and brushed my teeth.
"Take this," I looked at her then back down at her hand before laughing. "Dior don't play I haven't had any sexual intercourse."
I had finally came out and told her about what happened and why I distanced myself, I made sure to let her know waiting is worth it.
I wasn't going to force her to not give it up because everyone has there own mind but I definitely instilled in her that waiting is better.
"Yea I know but i read that you don't show signs or symptoms til later on so take this." I sighed and grabbed the test from her.
I pulled my pants down and sat on the toilet, it just so happens that I had to pee at the exact moment.
I peed in the plastic cup she had before wiping myself and standing up, she stood there the whole time on her phone.
I put the test in my urine before washing my hands, "Okay that's good, now we wait." She pulled me out the bathroom.
I sat there anxious jittering like a crackhead, I was so scared of what our parents would have to say.
"The timer went off." I jumped up and ran to the bathroom. I flipped the test over and dropped to my knees crying.
"No!!" I cried, Nuni looked at the test even though she already knew by my reaction that I was indeed pregnant.
"It's okay sissy," She came to my side and laid there crying with me, I cried for so long my head started to hurt.
"Tink you have to stop crying it's been a hour, you're going to hurt the baby." She said, it was a lie but I still stopped.
"I can't believe this, one silly mistake is going to turn my world upside down." I got off the floor and walked to my bed.
I flopped down on my back, "Everything is going to be okay, you can tell cousin Carmen."
Carly and Carmen are our big cousins, they're 22. They're my mom's brother kids, and we love them.
Carly has always been my favorite simply because we're just alike, im the younger version of her, her mini me.
On the other hand Carmen and Dior are just alike, Carmen has always been so close to Dior. It's mainly because when a couple years back she stayed with them full time.
My parents had a big split up when Dior was only 6 and I was 8, the twins were 14 at the time.
Something happened between them which led into a breakup, my mom talked to my sister and I as said we were going to be staying with a relative until they could get together.
The house went into escrow and everything was just so bad, I ended up staying with my auntie Deja, and she stayed with Uncle Cory.
We stayed apart for about a year and a half until my mom came to get us and we moved into our new house, this house.
"I want to tell Carmen," I stated, "Okay I'll call her now," she grabbed her phone and dialed her number.
Carmen answered on the second ring, "Hey Spidey, I've been meaning to call you, I miss you." she spoke immediately.
"Hey I miss you as well, but Tink needs you. She's is going through it." she handed me the phone and I put my face in the camera.
"Oh god, Tootie what's the matter?" she asked and I couldn't help but cry again, "I'm pregnant."
"What? How? When?" I shrugged, "It was one time by accident with Siah and now this I'm just so torn."
"Aww baby it's going to be okay, I promise you. Tell tete, she's going to know exactly what to do I promise you."
After that she told me she was going into work and she'd be over as soon as she was off.
"You're going to fine baby I swear, I have cheer but I'll get back and stay up with you all night. Call Siah."
She rushed out the room and then I was home alone, I decided to invite Jessiah over so I can tell him in person.
• Jessiah Arrives
"Why you over here sad?" Jessiah let go of our hug, I shrugged. He pulled my face to his and kissed my lips.
We walked over to the couch and sat down, he still wasn't aloud in my room. "So what you gotta tell me mama?"
I love how affectionate he is to me, even though all I do is push him away. "Um," I tried to stop myself from crying but I couldn't.
"What's wrong mook?" he pulled me into his lap. "Im pregnant," I blurted, everything froze.
"What?how?" I shrugged just like I did before, "I took a plan-b but I guess it didn't work, here." I handed him the test.
He sighed and face palmed himself, he stared at the test for a while then at me. "What do you want to do?"
"I don't believe in abortion." I let him know, he nodded knowing he didn't either. "So we gone do what's best for us and our baby,"
he grabbed my face and kissed my lips once again, I wrapped my arms around his waist and relaxed in his arms.
"I love you mook!" he mumbled laying back on the couch, "I love you too," I replied, I just hope my parents support my decision.
