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"So why'd you block me though? I understand how it went with Siah but I didn't do anything." Jessiah's mom spoke.
I shrugged starting to feel bad, "I don't know Ma, I just felt like you'd try to make me talk to him." I admitted.
*I don't know if I named her but her name is Elsa, not like frozen.
"That's not how I am and you know that," she grabbed my hand and I nodded. "I'm sorry," I apologized to her.
I genuinely felt bad, we created a strong bond over the time Siah and I have known each other.
I understood where she was coming from and I should've spoken with her face or face or at least a real conversation before blocking her.
"I forgive you baby," she gave me a hug. "I'm not going to ever force you to do something you don't want."
"I already scolded his ass because he know he dead ass wrong however I do THINK you should talk to him- Ma."
"I said think Lilah, you don't have to but I think you should just because you two have a baby together and it's already major because of your age. You don't want to be a baby into a unhealthy environment. Once again I'm not going to ask you to do nothing you wouldn't want to."
"Okay Ma I get it, I'll speak with him. WHEN IM READY." I informed her, just then this nigga walked into the house.
"Bro," I face palmed myself, he looked between us awkwardly. "Um hey ma, I'll come back." he said before starting to turn.
"No it's fine, we can talk I guess." I said, I guess it's better now than never. It's obvious that was a sign from god.
"You sure baby?" Ms.Elsa turned to me, I nodded and Jessiah came over and sat next to her.
She kissed my hand then got up to leave the two of us alone.
"Hi."
"Hi."
We stared at each other for a while before he decided to speak up. "I'm sorry, what I did was wrong and I don't blame you for blocking all of us."
"I put you in a position where you felt the need to shield your heart and you did just that." He explained and I nodded.
"I would like to be in my child's life and I do not expect you to forgive me at all." I nodded once again because I definitely won't.
"I understand, we can be cordial for the sake of baby Tink but that's it." He laughed a little at the name.
"Baby Tink?" He questioned me and I nodded with a smile. "Yes it's my nickname for him or her."
"Oh okay." He smiled back at me, we sat in silence for a while before I spoke up again. "So is she your girlfriend?"
"Huh?" He looked confused so I spoke up, "Is she your girlfriend, the girl you cheated with."
"No she's not, um she never was."
"So what was she, did you sleep with her? why did she feel the need to answer your phone, why did you cheat on me with her or her with me?"
"Delilah stop causing yourself anxious!" He grabbed my hand as I started to tremble.
"Listen to me okayy she was never my girlfriend, in fact we never even had sex." He informed me.
"We kissed that was it, yes it was wrong but I never slept with anyone besides you. I fell asleep after watching a movie and she answered my phone. I had no idea she even answered it until my mom came barging in my room trying to fight her."
I mentally smiled and praised Elsa, she's always on my side. "I don't know why I cheated, I'm stupid."
"Yea that was very stupid of you." I mumbled wiping the little tears in my eyes before my tears fell.
I did not need him to see my vulnerable. "I know and I'm sorry." He came over to join me on the couch I sat on.
"I don't care if you hate me Nicole, I still love you." He tried to place his hand on my thigh. "The safe option would be for you to keep your hands to yourself."
He snatched away quickly, "I still love you." He repeated, "And I still love you too Jessiah."
"What you did hurt me, no actually it broke me. You know I'm nonchalant, & can hide my emotions well but when I seen that I wanted to explode."
Still I hadn't cried, "And I'm sorry Delilah." He hugged me and I let him.
