Chapter 9

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Taehyung felt like he is about to die. Nothing is worse than facing the consequences of being honest. He revealed that he was gay few years back, when he was a mere teenager. Though his parents didn't take him seriously but later, they found how uneasy Taehyung felt with girls and they accepted it.

They accepted him...

"But son, don't you think it's wrong? Like you being with a boy with no mother figure for your future kid?" Taeri asked in a concerned tone.

"Mom! I don't want a child if it's going to make his own life hell by getting a father like me!" Taehyung snapped, though his tone was harsh. But the emotions he was feeling, were very hurtful for him.

"Taeri... Please, calm down Taehyung. She is just worried!" His father explained in calm tone.

"I know, I know everything... But I just don't want to have a child! With anyone!" Taehyung said while shaking his head.

"Why? Don't you want your own blood, flesh... Your own kid alive, running happily around our mansion? Don't you feel like somebody should refer you as their father?" His dad asked while frowning.

"Look son, we accepted you! But just because of a mere reason that boys can't get pregnant... You can't ruin your life! There are many options, and you are well aware of that fact..." His mother said while staring at her son.

"I know and trust me, that's not the reason why I don't want to have a child... Because whatever the reason is, it will always sound useless to you both. Plus, I don't even have a lover to think of a child already..." Taehyung reasoned while smiling sadly.

Who will be happy with me?

He thought while smiling bitterly at his life. This is how he was supposed to write a happy, pure love story while his own love life being a goddamn mess.

"We know, but you can always find one! You are still handsome my son!" Taeri said while smiling hopefully at Taehyung.

"I will try...If possible" the last words were left unsaid. With that he got up from the couch, being done with the discussion. He walked inside his room.

"I don't know what to do, I'm getting aged so quickly... Mom and dad want me to marry someone, want me to bless them with a grandchild... While me being gay... Making my partner force into a relationship with a person like me, and then a baby... I cannot be so selfish! I just can't..." He muttered while staring at the ceiling.

"Why am I not like every typical guy? Why am I so... complicated?" He asked while looking at the moon.

"I could never... become a good father..." He said while smiling sadly.

"Haha how funny my life is! I don't even have a lover, while here I am... thinking about my child..." Taehyung muttered while shaking his head.

A knock was heard on his door. He knew it was his mom. Without waiting for any response, she came inside and sat beside him.

"Taehyung-ah... Look at me!" She ordered while making him turn towards her. When she successfully did, she cupped his face.

"I know it's difficult, but never try to change! We treasure our son! Not some hypocrite... We want you to be honest with yourself, with that I assure you... You will find your the one!" She said while smiling even though her own eyes were teary.

"Mom... I will, I will find someone but just... Don't force him to do what you both want! I would die if my future partner will feel pressured by my own parents..." Taehyung pleaded while sobbing softly.

"Never my son, sorry for sounding so demanding earlier... We both can't help it baby, you know that right? It's hard for us as well... We accepted your sexuality but now, not anything else... We are just too eager for our grandchild... We dreamt of it, while you were just a month old... It was our desire, please don't break it..." Taeri said while rubbing his back, she knew she was sounding selfish but she couldn't stop herself.

" I will try mom, please... Just have some patience yeah?" He said while nodding.

"Yes son, we are patient... Just for your future!" She said while smiling at him.

"We want you to have a good future... We didn't send you on blind dates like other parents, please don't make us regret our decision son..." She said while patting his head and leaving him alone.

He was about to get lost in his thoughts when suddenly his attention was diverted towards his phone which was ringing.

Now why the fuck is Yoongi calling?

He groaned while accepting his call.

Yea dude? What the fuck happened at this hour?

Are you always so grumpy or it's just this time?

You want to die?

Nah thanks bro! I called because we were planning a kind of night out...

Ohh we?

Me and Jimin duh!

Oh so what?

Join us?

At this unholy hour Yoongi?

Shut up nun!

The fuck dude? And is Jimin allowed to go out at this hour?

He isn't, but he is sneaking out!

So why do you need me? You both are a thing right? Then why should I tag along? Third wheeling for no reason!

Taehyung-ah just please, we need someone sober!

Wow, so you are saying... You both are going to get your asses drunk and I will be there to drop you both?

Kind of

Do I sound in a good mood to do this shit?

You don't, but who cares?

Yoongi dudeee

Taehyung brooo

Eww fine! I am taking my car, meet me outside my house.

Sure bro! Love ya!

Hate you too fucker!

With that he hung up his call. He grabbed his black hoddie and wore it. Opening the door of his room he met his father who glanced at him suspiciously.

"You are going out?" He asked while eyeing Taehyung.

"Yeah, Yoongi called!" Taehyung reasoned the truth. But still his father kept eyeing him.

"Night out?" He asked while smirking making Taehyung laugh nervously.

"Haha what? No way!" Taehyung said while shaking his head.

"No probs son! I understand your actions, won't tell your mom either! Enjoy!" His dad said while throwing his own car keys. Taehyung successfully caught them while smirking back.

"Don't take it in a wrong way father!" He whispered in a low tone.

"I took it in a right way! You continue son!" His dad whispered back. Both stared at eachother for few seconds with same expression.

"Bye! See ya tomorrow!" Taehyung said while patting his shoulder making him chuckle.

"Enjoy!" He heard from behind.

Let the night take me wherever it desires!
To whoever it desires...

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