Perfection Never Lasts (a Phanfiction)

I'll Protect You

Author's Note:

This is a Sequel to "My New Friend (a Phanfiction)" so go read that before you read this, or this will probably make zero sense.

Also, I'm rating this PG-13 for languge and possible sexy times in the future. I don't write smut, but just incase I guess... I don't know, I'll just see where it takes me. :P god, I'm so awkward.

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Everything in my life right now is so perfect. I live with a perfect family, even it it's not mine, with my perfect boyfriend, in a perfect house.

I'm starting to think maybe it's all too good to be true. How could anything in my life be going so good? I never did anything to deserve this perfection. I was never that good of a person. I've lied, I've sworn, I've stolen, I've cheaten.

Good things only last for so long, until the bad seeps back into your life. I'm just waiting for it to happen.  I know it will. It always does. I don't want to worry Phil, so I pretend that nothing is bothering me. I'm determined not to hurt him. Whatever happens to me, he will not be affected, and least negatively, I'll make sure of it.

I love Phil more than I love myself. I love him more than I think I love my own parents. Actually I know I love him more than my parents. I did leave them for him, after all.

I lie awake in my bed, thinking. I look over at the clock that sits on the nightstand next to my bed. 1:34 am, it read. Shit. Tomorrow's Monday, so school; I should probably get some sleep.

I have trouble sleeping a lot of time. I think I might be nocturnal. I'm tired all day, but once the sun goes down, I'm wide awake. 

Finally sleep takes me.

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I'm sitting on a park bench. I look around to see the streets are completely empty. Weird, it's not even like that in the middle of the night, much less in broad daylight. I get up and start walking around.

"Hello?" I call, hoping in vain for an answer. Silence. I start to get nervous. What happened to all the people?

I start to peek into a bunch of random shops, looking for any sign of life, but again my efforts are futile.

I spot something out of corner of my eye. An envelope taped to a window of a small cafe. I run over to the window and rip off the envelope. I quickly tore it open, For some reason I felt like it was for me. I unnfolded to piece of paper that the envelope contained.

It read, "Dear Dan, you're pathetic and annoying, so we all left you here with this note. Don't try to find anyone because you won't find us. Just live here on your own, or just kill yourself, we really couldn't care less."

Tears started pouring down my face. Of course they all left why would they want to stick around for a pathetic loser like me? I don't even want to be around me anymore. Maybe I should just kill myself now...

"Dan? Dan!" I hear a faint voice in the distance....

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"Dan! Wake up, Dan," my eyes bolt open. It was just a dream. Phil is standing over me, eyes filled with worry.

"Why- What?" I couldn't really talk. My face was wet from tears and I was shaking uncontrollably.

"Shh... it was just a bad dream." He climbed under my blankets and wrapped his arms around me. I cuddled into his chest.

"Wha-what time is it?" I whispered.

"It's about three in the morning. Just go back to sleep. I won't let the bad dreams hurt you. I'll protect you, always."

He continued to coo me to sleep. I was so greatful to have such an amazing boyfriend....

What did I ever do to deserve this.

Surely Phil deserved much better then me.

These thought loomed around my mind as I fell alseep to the sound of Phil's voice, and the soft touch of his fingertips combing through my hair.

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Author's Note:

Okay, so start of a sequel. Woohoo!! so, how is it so far?