She's A Goddess

relapse

Tw:blood, sh, sad Rose, death
Still Rose's pov

Y/n was starting to doze off as we sat in the tub. I re-ajust myself so if she does she won't slip down. We end up getting out before she fully passes out. So now we lay in bed in our undergarments. She's curled up on my side acting as if she let go I would go away.

Around 10:30 she falls asleep then soon after I do the same. I don't know what time y/n got out of bed but I woke up middle of the night with out her by my side. I throw myself out of bed to find her first stop Jack's room. I find that Jack is still asleep in his bed and no Y/n in sight.

Next I head to the living room to see if she's there,but to my discovery she isn't there. I saw that the back door was open so I took a flashlight and went to check it out.

"Y/n?"

Nothing not even a sound.

"Y/N!? ANSWER ME"

Still pure silence. The longer I'm out here the less safe Jack and Y/n are. I'm moving my light up and down side to side when I saw something. As I got closer I could hear soft winces and groans.

"Y/n?"

I hear no sound now. I turn her over to find her arms covered in blood and new cuts. The same with her thighs. Fuck she relasped. Her eyes were glossy as she said those two words.

"I'm sorry" then she went quite and still.

"No, NO" I fell to my knees.

She can't be gone. I kept begging for her to wake up. Then all of the sudden I heard Jack crying? But how's that possible I'm at the end of our yard.

Your pov

Rose was moving a lot so I had woken up. But the I heard her yell no and saw her sobbing. I shook her awake and she looked at me in panic. Jack was crying because she yelled.

"I'll be right back" I whisper

I got our some then bring him back with me as Rose sat in bed shaking.

"What happened baby?"

"Y-you relapsed a-and I found y-you in the back yard l-loosing blood, then I c-couldnt save you"

She had a nightmare about me relapsing and dying. I lay down and she lay her head on my chest. As I'm drawing shapes on her arm I notice Jack fell asleep and she was close.

"I'll be here when you wake up baby. Go to sleep and if you want I'll hum something"

She gives me a sleepy nod. I start to hum 'you are my sunshine' after a few more minutes she was asleep. After waiting I went and put Jack back in his room and fell asleep with Rose again.