She's A Goddess

no

Rose's pov

I woke up in someone's arms. It was just a bad dream y/n's still clean and  with her right now. I turn over to find Lou next to me. Realization hit me, it did happen. I carefully get out of bed and sit by the window. I watched the sun rise then look back at our bed.

Only Lou was there and would be for at least 4 more hours. I went to Jack's room to find Deb playing with him. I stood outside the room until he saw me.

"Mama?"

"Yes buddy"

"Where's mommy?"

"Uhh... M-mommys not here right now" I say holding back tears.

"Oh"

I gave him a sad look then walked out. I went straight to the kitchen to look for my nutella. I opened the pantry door, grab it and a spoon. I throw the lid on the counter and sit with my back against the island in the middle. I was eating my nutella and sobbing when I heard some one call my name.

"Rose where are you"

"I'm over here"

Debbie came over to me and took my spoon away.

"Give it back" I pout

"No"

"Give it"

"No!" She raised her voice

"Yes!"

"No go get your ass dressed" she said sternly.

I pouted but went back to our room. I came back a few minutes later and she smiled at me. She told me we were going to the hospital to see if y/n was ok.

Time skip to hospital

We got to the hospital and I felt sick being here again. I looked at Deb slightly shaking my head.

"I-i can't do this"

"Rose look at me, look at me"

I do as I'm told

"You can do this ok, I know you can"

I give her a nod and we go in. They tell us where y/n's room is so we go to find it. Once I step foot in that room my heart shattered. She was hooked up to different machines and still unconscious.

"My baby"

"Rose.."

"That's my baby"

"Hey look at me ok, panicking will just make it worse"

I slowly nodded and made my way to the bed. I picked up and held her hand. I hold back more tears as I sit there.

"I'm so sorry baby, I should've been there for you. I should've payed more attention to your mood."

Debbie had walked out for a minute and was now back. She looked at me with sorrow in her eyes. She made her way over and sat next to me.

"Just tell me"

"Y/n may or may not make it. The doctors don't know yet. I'm sorry Rose"

"Baby you gotta wake up please, I need you, I'll take care of you I promise." I begged

Deb wrapped me in a hug attempting to calm me down.

"C-can't live with out you"

Another time skip

We got home after 2-3 hours of sitting there. Emotionally drained I went to our room. I put on her pj's instead of mine and lay in bed. I was zoned out so I didn't notice jack started to cuddle with me until I heard his snores. Just a few minutes after him on fell asleep.