Star Player 🏐 #1: Dalampasigan ✓

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November 23, 2020

material girls 💅🏻

Sonata:

happy monday girlash! ready kana bang pumasok? 🤭

mga isang linggo ka rin nawala ah HAHAHAHAHA

Cameron:

coding ako tanga, pasundo naman 😭

Sonata:

ako den girlash 😭

pasundo ka nalang sa jowa mo mag co-commute lang ako todei

Cameron:

tangina sana malasin araw mo 🤨🤨

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Leguan

bestie of all bestie, pasundo naman oh
coding ako 😅😅

napaka user mo naman, inaway-away mo pa ako tapos ngayon, uutusan mo ako? 🤨

kapal muks 😇

bilisan mo ah, to-toothbrush lang ako 💅🏻

sige, see you in a bit 🤭

6:59 AM

AY GAGO

HAYOP KA TALAGA ANDRADA BAKIT HINDI KA NALANG GINAWANG ADOBO NOONG BATA KA PA?

ANG AWKWARD ALAM MO BA YON?

7:10 AM

HAHAHAHA HELLO BESTIE

AKO PA DIN BA ANG BESTIE OF ALL BESTIE?

ANO NAMAN MERON JOWA MO NAMAN YAN

G@G* TANGA KA TALAGA!!!

Damn u, hinding hindi kita mapapatawad!!!!

Leguan reacted 💅🏻

puuurrr, slay queen 💅🏻

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Tahimik akong nakaupo sa front seat dahil nakakahiyang umupo sa likod. Baka sabihin niyang ginawa ko pa siyang driver ko. Potatoes talaga to si Leguan!

Nakakainis, alam mo 'yong hindi pa nga kami magkabati or anything biglang ganito agad ang bu-bungad ng umaga ko?

"You can play music if you want." he said. I stiffened when I heard his voice again. Damn, I miss it. I miss him so much.

Tumango-tango lang ako pero hindi ako gumalaw. Bahala siya mag isip diyan.

Sinandal ko nalang ang aking ulo sa upuan tsaka malayang pinagmamasdan ang aming dinadaanan.

"How are you? One week is enough, adi."
mahina niyang sabi. Kumunot ang noo ko kaya nilingon ko siya and there I saw his face. His sad face to be exact.

Malungkot ang mukha niya, kitang kita sa mga mata niya. Ang laki na ng eyebags niya dahil siguro kulang sa tulog? Hindi ko alam.

"Uwi kana. Uwi ka naman sa akin." ramdam ko ang pagod sa mga salita niya.

I am fucking guilty. How can I do this to him? I knew that I was in love with him, but suddenly I woke up. Love is not enough to forgive someone.

Masakit kase nadamay pa siya. It's something I'm aware of. Pero ewan ko ba, pinaglihi ata ako sa bato? Pero tangina naman Cameron, hindi naman ata makatarungan na bitawan mo nalang ang lalaking mahal na mahal mo dahil lang sa nakaraan?

Why can't I give it a try atleast?  Na kahit alam ko sa puso ko na sarado na ang isip ko sa, atleast man lang handa pa ring magpatawad ang puso ko? Kase kapag isip ang palaging pinapairal ko then I will be honest na hindi ko alam kung kailan ko makakalimutan 'yon at kailan ako magpapatawad.

Wala sa sariling inabot ko ang kamay niya. Naramdaman ko ang gulat noon kaya finally, tinignan ko siya. Mabawasan man lang ang lungkot niya.

Nabigla siya sa naging kilos ko kaya itinigil niya ang sasakyan sa may gilid. This is our way to our University and good thing wala masyadong sasakyan kaya nakapag park pa siya sa may gilid.

"I'm sorry. Thank you for waiting me to heal but I don't know. I just can't forget it. I just can't forgive her but I will do my best to try and set myself free from the past." I smiled a little.

A ray of hope passed in his eyes. He then smiled and held my face to angle it and kissed me. Nagulat pa ako doon! Miss na miss niya pa ako ah.

Maingat niya akong hinalikan at ramdam na ramdam ko doon ang kaniyang pagmamahal at pangungulila. Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks have passed, but he still loves me. Even though I insulted him and his family, I was mad, but after all, he still wants me back.

Ipapangako kong susubukan kong kalimutan lahat ng nangyari sa nakaraan at gawing motibasyon iyon upang mag patuloy at maging matatag.

I don't need to doubt my boyfriend's love for me because, after all the storm, there's a ray of light, a rainbow in the end and I love him so much. Babawi ako.

I respond to his kisses with full sincerity, with all the love that I can give. I love this man so much.

"I love you." sambit ko matapos ang halik. Ngumiti siya at pinadaan ang hintuturo niya sa mga labi ko.

"No. I love you more. I'm sorry for what my family did to yours. I remembered it when you confronted me about it. I was there too. Elko and I were there because our mom was really mad after knowing that dad was in that fucking resort with some woman. We also saw dad in your mom's celebration that mom rushed to her and made a scene."

Nagulat ako sa tinuran niya. Oo alam kong lahat ay isang pagkakamali lang. When my mother defended herself in front of everyone, I knew that I believe her words.

"Dad said he doesn't have a mistress, but later on, nahuli na naman siya, with the same woman, and that's when my parents broke up. Years later, dad came back when I was in tenth grade with bended knees and just like how you love your family so much, mom didn't go easy on him until now. Dad is still earning her trust again, and I understand. You were hurt. I'm sorry."

Ngumiti ako sa kaniya at hinaplos ang mga pisngi niya. I want to forget everything. So I told him we weren't going to school, but the valedictorian candidate would never skip school, even for a single day. So boring.

I rolled my eyes at him, and he chuckled, then continued driving.