Meeting my Twin

Chapter 13

Quote of the chapter:

"Never take counsel from your fears."

Here's chapter enjoy!

Niki's POV

Today is Friday, calling hours. I can't put into words how much I miss them. I just feel so broken and lost. I lost not only one of my parents but both. I think I may be depressed. I've barely eaten or really talked that much the past few days. It's hard, you know. I want to be happy but the sadness just gets to me, but I know it's gonna get better, I just have to keep holding on.

Reagan's POV

I woke up around 9 to find Raegan laying there staring blankly at the wall.

"Hey Rae, it's 9, I think we should get up and then go shopping to get and outfit for tonight and a dress for tomorrow."

"K." She replied solemnly.

"Do you wanna shower first or do you want me too?" I asked softly.

"Go ahead," she replied.

"Okay, honey" I replied. And with that I got in the shower. After about 15 minutes I got out and Raegan got in. I blow dried my hair and curled it with my regular curling iron but instead of doing it the old fashioned way I wrapped it around the iron like I do with my wand (btw I do this because I dropped my wand on a plastic bag and I guess you could say I'm a little bit of a hypercondriac so I was scared that burning the plastic off would like hurt me or give me cancer because I read that plastic bags are like REALLY BAD to burn). Once I finished I put on some make up and moved on to my outfit. I threw on my light was jeans and a cute t-shirt that said, "does running out of pizza count as cardio?" and my grey converse. After I was all ready Raegan was already out of the shower and had her hair dry and straightened. She put on make up which I knew she would just cry off later but at least she is out of bed, I'proud of her, it's progress. I feel so bad for her. It must really suck. After she was ready we told Mom we were going to the mall and that we would be back in a few hours. She said ok and gave me a hug and Raegan an even tighter one.

When we got to the mall we got out and went to Charolette Ruse first. We got our outfits for tonight and our shoes for tomorrow there (btw my feet are so big I can only comfortably try on certain types of heels there because they only go up to like size 10 which is my size but some of them hurt lol, anyways carry on,) for tonight and headed to Maycs to get our dresses.

Once we were in Macys we both found a black dress and tried it on. After we bought the dresses which were on sale we got taco bell at the food court and went back home.

In case you can't see their outfits I will describe them:)

Reagan's Outfit for Calling House

·High waisted light blue jeans

·Grey Long Crop Top that goes into a bow at the end

·Grey Converse

Reagan's Outfit for Funeral

·Black dress that goes about mid through and flares out at the skirt line (if that makes sense lol)

·Diamond cross necklace

·Diamond earrings

·Curled hair with a braid thing going into the back

·Black heel that have this like design that is like criss-cross

Niki's Outfit for Calling Hours

·Maroon tank top with a design at the bottom

·White jeans

·Beige Leather Jacket

·Cute brown ankle boots

·Black dress with long sleeves

·Black heels that have a zipper on them

·Cute gold earring that go to the top of your ear and dangle and go into your bottom piecing and they have a diamond and gold arrow point that goes into the bottom point

·Hand clutch purse with a bow on it

·Gold and Diamond

A/N

I love all of you so much, thank you for reading my story and don't listen to what the haters say, I love you so much. Whatever you are going through you are not alone. If you think no one cares about you, I do. If you're looking for a sign not to hurt yourself, here it is. I love you. Stay Strong Beautiful and message me if you want to, I'm here if you need to talk:) and if you can see that picture up there, I'm sorry if I borrowed your OCD with the mismatching of the boot and the leather jacket :) (btw the random R in the picture stands for Raegan so you would know the one on the right is her.)