Falling In Love With Kim Taehyung

Chapter 7: First Time For Everything

~smut warning ahead~

You wake up around an hour later, feeling better enough to move around but still nauseous and very much still drunk. You slowly open your door, looking in the hallway. Nobody is awake that you can hear so you tiptoe out of the room.

You're in desperate need of comfort and there's only one place besides your brother that comforts you. At least that's what you tell yourself.

You open the door to Taehyung's room slowly, closing the door behind you.

You peek over at the bed and see he is still fast asleep so you carefully peel back the covers and crawl into bed behind him, trying not to make too many movements so you don't wake him.

"Who'sit?" Tae's voice, still half asleep rumbles in front of you in the dark before he turns to face you.

"I didn't mean to wake you. I couldn't sleep and needed some comfort. It's hard for me to sleep in strange places.."

Tae opens his arms, rolling onto his back so you slide into his arms, using his chest as a pillow.

"Thank you." you whisper softly.

"Of course. I'm surprised that you find me a source of comfort." He smiles in the darkness when you tilt your head up to look at him.

"Tae.." you lean up on your elbow to look at him properly. "I know we haven't know each other long and this all may sound crazy but I feel a strange pull towards you. I think.. I think I like you."

Tae's eyes widen, his mouth falling open. He doesn't say anything for a long few minutes and you grow nervous.

"I.. i shouldn't have said anything I'm sorry.." you sit up, out of his arms and move to get off the bed but he grabs your arm, pulling you back down onto his chest.

"Y/N.. I.. I didn't want to scare you away by admitting I'm attracted to you. I would think that was obvious because I want to kiss you every time i see you." He laughs nervously. "What about Yoongi?"

You raise an eyebrow at that.

"What about him? Are you planning on kissing him too anytime soon or?" You try not to smirk but you can't help it. The alcohol making you think you are more funny than you really are. Tae pulls a face and peers down at you to see you smiling.

"You had me for a second. I thought you were being serious." Tae starts to laugh himself, pulling you impossibly closer so you are almost laying on top of him and if you were more sober you would realize you both are too drunk to make consenting decisions.

However, you are not so you do nothing to stop it.

You sit up, shifting so your straddling his waist.

"I love my brother, i know you do too, but if we did anything, if we became something, that's us.. not him. Yoongi isn't a bad guy, nor is he mean. He just wants to protect me AND you all. That's why he is so protective. I haven't had the easiest life, Tae. I came here to get away from my past. He just wants to see me safe."

Tae nods his head, his eyes uncertain. He places his hands on your hips, gently rubbing his thumbs across the fabric of your dress.

"Tae.."

"Hmm?" He hums, looking up at you.

"Do you like me?"

"Of course, Y/N."

"Then be brave. Yoongi won't kill you." you laugh to lighten the mood, which works. Tae smiles a boxy grin up at you before pulling you down on top of him to press his lips to yours.

You melt into the kiss, in the feeling of his arms on your body. You kiss him back with everything you have, hoping it will express the growing fondness you have for him.

You kiss until your lips are swollen and red and you both are breathless. You whine when he pulls away, not wanting to stop.

"Tae.. please don't stop again." you whimper softly, unbuttoning a few of the buttons on his shirt.

"Are you sure..?" Tae whispers underneath you, his hands roaming your body eagerly. Despite having quite a lot to drink himself, it seems he is still a gentleman.

"Yes." you breathe out, finally getting the last button undone so you can finally touch his bare chest, your fingers grazing his wonderful collarbones. "Are you..?"

Tae looks up at you with vulnerable eyes.

"I've never done this before.. I've kissed sure.. but I've never gone all the way woth a girl."

Your eyes widen as you stare down at the beautiful man under you.

"If you aren't ready.. there's no pressure we don't have do this." You reach for your hair clip, taking it out so your hair falls around your shoulders as you whisper to him.

" I.. i want you, Y/N. I'm just afraid." his voice is barely a whisper but his eyes show nothing but trust and pure want. That's the only answer you need.

"Then take me, TaeTae. I've got you."

Tae sits up, pulling you into his lap. You wrap your legs around his waist while he reaches for the hem of your dress, pulling it up. You raise your arms and shimmy your body to help him take it off. He pauses, taking a moment to look at your body.

"You look beautiful, Y/N." he whispers, his intense gaze making your while body buzz with need.

"So do you" You slide his shirt off his arms, rubbing your fingers over every inch of skin you uncover. He splays his hand across your back while you explore his skin, pulling you closer so he can kiss you again, this time with a need that steals your breath away.

You feel him fumble with the clasp of your bra before sliding it down your shoulders, exposing your chest to him.

He pulls away from your lips, tossing your bra to the floor before going in and kissing your neck.

"Tae.." you moan his name softly as desire pools in your belly. He growls softly and bites down on your neck, leaving his teeth imprints before immediately sucking bruises over it; marking you in the most primal way possible.

You didn't know that was a kink of yours but there's a first time for everything. His hands slide down to your tights, struggling to pull them off while you are busy in your own thoughts.

"Rip them, I don't care." you whine, raising your hips and moaning as he uses his strength to rip the tights straight off your legs. Tae then flips you so your back is against the mattress so he can slide out of his pants and boxers, tossing them to the floor.