Title from Richard Siken's little beast: and all I can do / is stand on the curb and say Sorry / about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine.
This is a canon divergence story written between the airing of 4X13 Suspicion and 4X14 Survivors, so is only canon compliant through 4X13. Due to the content, warnings for gun violence and canon-typical violence and medical situations. This story can also be found on AO3.
The excerpts from the US Army Field Manual are from my army medic great uncle's copy, which is largely out of date, but which is accurate as pertaining to how screwed you are with massive blood loss in the field.
The Taylor Swift song Buck hears in the Uber is coney island.

YOU ARE READING
i wish it was mine
FanficHe should have told Eddie he's in love with him. Has been in love with him. Will always be in love with him. He should have told him and now it might be-- Well. He should have told him.