Panic Attack (Panic! at the Disco Fanfic)(on hold)

Chapter 4: Haven't Seen You in Awhile

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"What do you mean!?!" Brendon asked after Ryan's question. Why did he want back in the band. Brendon walked over to a chair and sat down breathing. "So what?" he was still very confused.

"Me and Jon talked a few days ago, we want back in Panic! At the disco, and we wont argue, on anything, we just want back in the band, remember when we were all together, we all had so much fun," Ryan then whispered in Brendon's ear, "we had so much fun together." He says joking about Ryden, he was joking Brendon and him never did anything, except pretend.

Brendon Pushed Ryan off of him, "No I don't, I remember alot of disagreement and fighting." Brendon said standing up. "Just Ryan, I'll have to think alot about this." He said then sat back down.

Down to me

I was still written my song hadn't got very far though. I thought and kept writing, then I looked at it from the beginning.

When I first saw you,

I didn't think I wanted to be with you,

But you were there always in the back of my mind,

you found your way into the front that one day,

It all started with a dream,

Oh, What I wanted you and me to be,

Because It all started with a dream,

Now I want you with me

Why is it so unbelievable,

for me, to dream,

Of that musical kiss.

Oh why is it so unbelievable,

for me, to love, for me to love

YOU.

That Day I first met you were my savor ,

I didn't realize it but you were sneaking,

sneeking your way into my heart,

Although the Dark chains and locks around the broken heart,

You were the key to the locks and sewed up the heart.

That was all I got. I got up and got a red bull from the fridge. I went back to the living room Brendon came down looking flustered. I smiled at him and handed him my red bull since it was the last one. "Whats the matter?" I asked walking over and sitting on the couch. He came over and sat next to me sighing.

"Just stuff with Ryan..... he just being dificult." Brendon said. Jon came into the room looking around.

"Have you seen Ryan, we are meeting up with some people in like 10 minutes, and I cant find him." Jon said. He was frantic.

"He is in my room." Brendon said and Jon walked up stairs soon walking down with Ryan they both headed out the door. Then Spencer walked out into the living room, he was in a very nice suit. "Were are you going?"

"Date." Spencer said closing the door behind him. I sat there Watching as Brendon slowly drank his red bull. When he finished he turned to me and smiled.

Brendon got off the couch and ran upstairs. I decided to change into some clothes that he bought me. I was into purple skinny jeans and a blue t-shirt that says GIVE BLOOD SAVE A VAMPIRE on it. I put on a pair of DC shoes and smiled. I walked back into the living room and Brenden was still gone from the living from. I got my phone and plugged in head phones and listened to one of my favorite songs. Always.

When the world gets too heavy

Put it on my back

I'll be your levy

You are taking me apart

Like bad glue

On a get well card

It was always you

Falling for me

Now there's always time

Calling for me

I'm the light blinking at the end of the road

Blink back to let me know

I'm a fly that's trapped

In a web

But I'm thinking that

My spider's dead

Oh, lonely, lonely little life

I could kid myself

Thinking that I'm fine

It was always you

Falling for me

Now there's always time

Calling for me

I'm the light blinking at the end of the road

Blink back to let me know

That I'm skin and bone

Just a cane and rusty throne

Oh, the castle's under siege

But the sign outside says "Leave me alone"

It was always you

Falling for me

Now there's always time

Calling for me

I'm the light blinking at the end of the road

Blink back to let me know

(It was always you)

Blink back to let me know

(It was always you)

I started to listen to something else then I walked up stairs and into his room. He was on his bed listening to Sarah Smiles. He was still cough up over Sarah. When it was over we walked back down stairs I was conforting him. I sat on the couch and the did right next to me.

"So what do you want to do?" He asked standing up from the couch and pulling me up.

"What do you mean?" I asked looking down. Then I noticed that this was the first time other than at the hospital that we were alone.

"We are the only people that are not doing something so lets do some thing." He told me standing up. He held his hand out for me to take. I of course took it letting him pull me up. "How about we get ice cream, I know a nice place right by the park down the hill." He pulled on his coat. I did the same.

"That sounds nice I Like ice cram and I have been craving it lately too." I walk out the door and we start walking down the street. We talked about the good part of my life what little part of it I had. and his life before Panic! Then Little after witch I already knew. We arrived at the ice cream shop and we ordered. I got Rainbow sherbet, he got rocky road.

"So is rainbow sherbet your favorite ice cream." He asked as I took a bite of ice cream. I nodded getting a brain freeze, then Brendon's Phone started to ring. HE pulled it out, the number was Sarah. "Hello?" he answered coldly.

"Brendon? how are you?" Sarah sounded like her self. Brendon answered and walked away. Ten minutes later he wasn't back yet so I got up and started walking home. Then I got talked into the ground my mouth being covered and my head being hit. the last thing I saw was blond hair and blue eyes.

I opened my eyes and I saw three familiar faces from my past. I couldn't believe my eys how did they find me how did they know I was here. I stared up at Starr Kole and Allison. they were stairing at me coldly... why were they here now.

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