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 Finally reached in front of a restaurant, he opened the car door for me and gave me his hand which made me think whether I should let him hold my hand or not.

I gave in. As soon as I placed my feet on the ground I took my hand back and again thought to myself if he would have treated other fangirls or fanboys of him in the same way. Doubtful!

We got seated at a corner table so as not to attract much attention.

Him:  "What would you like to order?"

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Him: "What would you like to order?"

Me: "Anything you like."

Him: "당신은 확신"

Me: "What!?"

Him: "I mean are you sure."

Me: "Oh. Yes, I'm sure."

Me: "You can talk in English then why try to speak Korean with me."

Him: "Just testing if you know it. Plus Im not good at English. Im still learning."

Me: "I just came here like a day ago and you expect me to know Chinese."

Him: "Oh! I don't want to use English as I'm not confident."

Me: "No issue! It looks perfect coming out of your mouth to me."

Him: "Really!"

He put his mask down which made me see his flushed cheeks and that made me look at him in a fascinating way. Then again this look of his made me question if I'm still in the realm of dreams or nostalgia.

He ordered, and we ate and talked a bit about ourselves. Well mostly him as I was a bit in interested knowing about his life of being an Idol and being known worldwide.

 I kept on looking at him more like peeping at him and I also feel as if he was doing the same. I just didn't want to justify my actions which in one way meant I don't mind him looking at me.

Now I kept staring at his lower lip where the ketchup lay in the form of a blood drop. I got the urge to stand up go to him, hold his face, and then wipe that ketchup off his lips. Control Kook *sigh*

Me: "You've got ketchup on your lips. You better remove it before you dirty your clothes or something." (Please remove it before I do it)

Him: "I don't have anything to wipe it with. Please help."

Me: "Why don't you just lick it." (and kill me)

Him: "No! I don't want to. Please remove it."

Me: "Okay *gulp*"

He shouldn't have asked me. Im panicking.

I stood from the chair with a tissue in my hand and leaned on the table to get close. I think I'm close enough. Wait he's also moving forward.

Extremely panicked but I'll try my best not to show. We both only had a hand distance in between us which for me is close. Too close.

I reminded myself of what I'm here for. Use a tissue.

I put my hand forward and slowly wiped that ketchup off those sexy lips of his. (AHHH inner fanboy is screaming)

I have completed this task but I just couldn't break the intense eye contact we were sharing. His brown eyes stared at me and in return, my toned eyes stared at him.

Him: "I think it's done. Thank you."

This brought me back to reality (once again)

I backed away and got seated.

We then ate silently as if nothing happened.

We left that place and he dropped me at the apartment and left without saying anything else.

I got inside the room, sat on the sofa, and repeated this entire encounter by me being with him. I felt happy and insecure at the same time.

Happy because of him and insecure with the thought that I'm here only for a few days.

I waited for Jimin to show up. I had planned to get angry at him but now I thought if it wasn't for him then I probably wouldn't have met him like this. So got no anger to show.

He came in and asked me about my day which went awesome because of him. I didn't mention him, just plainly told him that it was better than I had expected.

We ate dinner together then I asked him about his day to which he replied was hectic. He looked tired so I told him to rest and I myself went to sleep.

The next morning he woke me up and told me to be quick as he had to go early so I got myself dressed with the speed of light and then again we ran to our specific destinations.

On my way back from university, I saw him again standing close to the university gate, fully covered so as not to be noticed, but can't help but notice how much he looks appealing.

Him: "Hi."

I returned back his hi with a smile.

Him: "I was going back to the apartment from here so I thought why not go with you."

That's a splendid idea.

Me: "Oh ok."

No car today that's what I noticed first. Which means a fifteen minutes walk alongside him. We started our conversation with weather updates. Then moved forward to the topic of education and so on.

Him: "What you are studying, seems hard just by name."

Me: "It isn't difficult once you get the hang of it."

Him: "Oh!"

Me: "Hmm."

Him: "So you're an exchange student then that means that you are here for some time. How many months are you here for?"

Me: "Not months! Just for 15 days."

Him: "Fifteen days!!"

Me: "Yeah! Why such a reaction to this."

He remained silent for some time but when we got close to the apartment he spoke again.

Him: "Can I have your number?"

This caught me off guard. Why? Is it that important? I mean I don't mind giving my ultimate love my number but Im just a Random guy, a fanboy for most.

Me: "Umm. Why?"

Him: "If you don't want to then I won't ask again."

Me: " I don't mind. Okay."

I gave him my number then we went into our specific rooms.

That's it.

Another day spent with him was a bit awkward today but overall fine.

I checked my phone after dinner with Jimin who once again looked a bit overworked.

I got a text from him.

"Hi. Taehyung here. (along with a red heart)

I guess I just broke a sweat.

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