What's my purpose?

🌼pretty broken🌼

Have you ever been in a situation where you're the problem, but you can't seem to fix yourself?
Like a clock that is slow, so no matter how many times you correct it, it always dawdles back to its original state. What does one do to a clock like that, bring it to a clockmaker, constantly correct it, get new batteries, or just throw it out. I know most would go with the latter, but imagine you were that clock. What would you want the possessor to do?
I don't know if I'm depressed or just not stimulated by my surroundings. I don't even want to say it's depression because that just sounds like a blame game.
But you might be wondering who this stranger and what their point. Well, my point in life, I don't know, but the point of this is to just 'release'.