10- Akinori...Why?

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"Konoha..." the only words that have left my lips,

"Akinori, y/n." he says looking at me straight in the eyes and I try to manage to keep my composure.

'He really corrected me ha.. not the time for that..'

"How long..." I ask in pausing for a bit, "have you been liking me...?" Finishing my question, he turns red realizing what he's actually done.

he looks away putting his hand to cover his face "I-I'm so sorry y/n....but" he says kind of stuttering also pausing for a bit.

"uh...since the day I met you, you're the most gorgeous girl I've laid eyes on....I just couldn't keep it in anymore, again I'm sorry y/n." he says removing his hand from his face and looking in my eyes again.

"Oh Akinori....Don't be sorry please." I say as I put my hand on his red cheek rubbing my thumb against it.

'He's gorgeous...'

'Wait I never thought of him more than a best friend...what should I do...'

"I don't know how I feel...about you I need to think about it, I'm sorry." I said as I remove my hand from his burning face as I turn around and to go inside my house when I was stopped by him putting his hand on my shoulder and kissing the back of my head.

"I understand I'll give you the space as needed, I'll wait for you, I swear." He says as he walks away.

'I feel so bad...' I thought as I walked in with a lot of beer cans on the floor and my mother on the couch with another man.

'Oh great that's gross.....'

I started running up stairs to my room, I took out all my homework to start on it.

'Akinori...'

I shook my head trying not to rethink everything that's happened. I'm going to just take a shower slamming my pencil on my desk and standing up out of frustration.

-5mins later in the bathroom-

I put my towel down, turn on music, turn on the water to let it run for it can get warm, I take off my clothes putting it in the dirty clothes as I entered to take a shower.

'The kiss with Akinori....it felt so warm..do I like him or bokuto? I can't wrap my head around this...What should I do'

I hug myself as the guilt sinks in.

'Why me...?'

~30 minutes later after the shower and getting into comfy clothes~

I flop on my bed to finally rest, I land one finger on my lips.

'Akinori Konoha what have you done to me? I might just like you..but I'm not sure what about bokuto...should I wait for Bokuto for him to change.. I need time..'

I roll over letting a huge sigh leave my lips, "Well I need more time to think about this...I'll give him an answer by tomorrow." I say as my eyes slowly close out of tiredness.

            ~481 words~

Authors note:

Hello everyone!!

I'm back I'll start letting out new stories everyday! I'm sorry for not posting I had to deal with some stuff but now I'm in a better place and plan to do this and finish it!! 

Thank you everyone who is reading this.

Shall y/n give Konoha a chance?

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