19. Love

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Life goes on!

Everyone has once experienced this in their lives. If you are sad then it's not necessarily a fact that you will be sad forever, same goes for happiness too.

If sadness isn't forever then happiness isn't too. But the life must go one!!

Y/N was sitting on the couch sipping on some freshly brewed coffee. It was her favorite coffee made by her favorite person.

She let out a sigh and and gazed outside the window of their home. She loved the flowers and birds on the trees.

She never even in her dreams thought that this day will come when she would be genuinely happy and would be smiling bright.

After the last meeting she had with jimin, her heart was so heavy with all the sorrows and confusion for the future that She couldn't think straight.

She only gave her heart to one person until now and that person was not with her anymore. To say that she regrets not meeting jimin when he was alive would be an understatement.

Now when he was gone she felt alone. Alone would not be the exact word to describe her situation, lonely is the proper word you could use.

She lifelessly made her feet drag towards her home. She wasn't planning to stay there all her life. She wasn't that type of person who could just live with someone's sympathy like that. She decided to move out as soon as she becomes capable enough to buy a new apartment for herself.

She did reached her home but didn't feel like going inside. The clouds were getting dense and dark by the time, giving the signal that it was going to rain soon.

She smiled at the dark clouds as she glanced towards the beautiful sky. It was all still beautiful, with or without someone's presence in her life.

Jimin didn't only teach her how to live again, he also made her capable to smile even when she is at her lowest. The strength she gets after only thinking about him is unmatchable by anything.

A true angel. That's what jimin was for her, he still is and will always be.

She stood there even though her shirt was half drenched by the rain water and gazed at the muddy water that pooled around her feet.

Small frogs jumping around in the grass and in the puddles of mud, the rain droplets dancing around on the tree leaves, the way clouds roar in a loud voice, this was all so beautiful even when she was miserable.

She felt a hand on her shoulder. She turned around only to find a middle aged woman who was holding an umbrella in her hands. The old woman smiled at her and without even asking any questions handed her an umbrella.

Y/N took the umbrella with shaking hands and stared at the woman.

" Let's go inside my child, or you'll catch a cold. " The woman smiled and her eyes crinkled showing how aged she was but her smile was still beautiful and made her heart warm despite of the cold rain droplets hitting her skin constantly.

She didn't question more and did what the woman said, trailing behind her and following her inside the house.

The old woman gave her a warm blanket and coffee to ease down the cold.

That's how she ended up telling everything to the old woman who was apparently her new neighbor. She was so sweet and talked to her as if she has known her for so long. It was comfortable and made her heart feel at ease for a little while.

The woman listened to her carefully and showed no sign of surprise or shock even after she told her about how jimin was an angel.

" I know this is tough for you, but you can't stay like this forever my child. You should go and see a doctor so that your mind can be healthy once again. Don't misunderstand me, I only wish good for you." The woman said and smiled warmly.

Y/N nodded, still lost in her thoughts.

The woman looked at her with worried eyes, and held her hand with her own wrinkled ones.

" My grandson is a well known psychiatrist, and I know he can help you come out of this sadness and you can live your life easily once again, so you can smile just like you did when you were with jimin. " She assured her and Y/N felt that she was genuine and really wanted to help her so she agreed.

She bid the woman goodbye and went to her own house next door, staring at the office card in her hand that the woman had given her.

" Kim Seokjin! " She said it out loud as she reads the name written beautifully on the card. And she decided to at least visit his clinic for once.

Her first impression of Seokjin was that, he was a very disciplined and calm, mature man in his early twenties.

He was so sweet while talking to her and that helped her to feel at ease and tell him everything that happened and the things that was bothering her.

He helped her grow out of the sorrow and depression. She was so grateful to him and the next door woman who gave her the suggestion to go meet him.

Her university was going on pretty nice and she will soon graduate and have a decent job that can help her buy a new apartment.

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Her heart tingled with the butterflies flying around in her stomach as two arms enclosed her waist from the side, holding her tight in a side hug.

Her lips stretches wide in a beautiful smile and she giggles contentedly. She put the coffee mug aside on the coffee table and turned towards the person who had a sweet smile plastered on his beautifully sculpted face as well.

" did you really not go to meet him after we got married? " He asks and caresses her hair lovingly.

" Silly! I stopped even before that. " She smiled at the thought of her angel. "I couldn't bring myself to face him, if I did I would breakdown in front of him and he would be sad." your cheerful smile turned in a sad smile but you shrugged it off.

" hmm~ when was the last time you saw him? " He asks while nuzzling his nose in her neck, inhaling her sweet addicting scent.

" After the day you proposed me and we decided to get married. You know he was so happy and I finally felt like I made him happy and relieved. He could finally be at ease after knowing I'll be happy in the future. All he told me was to be happy and never forget that he is always there to help me. He even said that he will beat you up if you try to make me sad. He is my best friend after all. " She giggled at the memories of the said angel.

" I would never dare to make you sad, love." He said and you hummed happily before pecking his forehead.

" I know you can never do something like that. That's why I love you my Jinnie!! " you cooed and he chuckled.

" You should thank my grandma for letting you know a soul like me existed tho!! If she hadn't told you about me, I don't know what would I be doing now without you. " His face resembled a cute puppy as his plump lips was forming a cute pout without him knowing.

" I do that everyday, love. I'm always thankful for the destiny that drove us together. " She pecked his pouty lips and smiled.

He too smiled looking at her happy face. He was happy as long as she was happy. That's how Kim Seokjin was. A sweet, caring, and beautiful person inside out.

And he was her person now.

She couldn't be more happy.

Even if jimin isn't with her, she promised herself to be happy for him.

He was present; in her heartwarming smiles, in her cute giggles, even in her tears.

He never left her.

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[A/N] I'm your SUGAr~ 💜
The last author's note :')

I hope you all liked this book. Thank you to everyone who has read the book till here. I enjoyed writing this book so so much. Our journey sadly ends here, but don't worry, I'll meet you in my other books ;)

~with love

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