Destined JENSOO

I won't let you down on this

"WHAT THE HECK JENNIE?!"

Chaeyoung shouted at me when we were sitting in my office. I chewed my lower lip anxiously and sighed. After last night I could not sleep the whole night, I kept on turning and tossing in my bed. I was...shocked by her confession would be an understatement. 

I was beyond that.

After waking up I immediately asked Chaeyoung to meet me in my office. She knew something was wrong. And I knew that she is going to scold me a lot for what I did after the confession.

Well...I will not say I didn't deserved it but....what can you expect? 

I was scared.

Again.

And uterrly, beyondly, tantalizingly, shocked.

"why did you left her like that? Just so you know a girl feels beyond embarrassed when her crush leaves her like that after she has, determinedly, confessed. God! what should I do with you?"

She groaned. I didn't looked up at her instead kept on fiddling with my fingers. When Chae saw this her annoyed expression softened a little. She sighed and came beside me, sitting on the sofa.

"Jennie"

I looked at her.

"I know what you are thinking and I know the reason too. But...why can't you, for once, loose yourself a little and go with the flow. Love doesn't needs to be perfect. It just becomes perfect with time. If you won't try, how will you know that love not only hurts, but heals too? Go out with her, ask yourself if you are ready to be with her or not, see if she cares about you or not and then...at last it's your choice your decision. alright? "

The words settled within me a little. Chae was not wrong but...I just couldn't...

As if on reading my thoughts. she said.

"If you are thinking what other people will say and what will they say about you...let me tell you Jennie that you can never please everyone. there will always be a someone who will only see your faults and flaws rather that your goodness and kindness. Just say 'fuck it' when you feel it. and move on. I know this shitty life sucks but everyone on this earth suffers, not only you and I."

she shrugged casually. I opened my mouth and then closed it, I opened it again.

"I think you are not wrong Chae but now...I do not think that after what I did to her, she will even like to talk to me. God! I should not have left her like that. she might be thinking I'm a bitch. or something!"

I gritted my teeth and clenched my fist. I exhaled shakily. Chae looked at me concernedly and rubbed my arm.

"Jen calm down! It's not like the world has crashed over and it's going to end. Well, I know you fucked up but that does not mean that you should give up. alright. Talk to her. explain her but....don't leave her hanging. Don't make her feel like she neither deserves to be your love nor she deserves your rejection. You have time. Don't let Jisoo go. At least try to give it a try. Please Jen"

she said while having a concerned yet determined face. I nodded my head thoughtfully. she smiled.

"Go home now. and think about it. okay? be sure of what you want and get it. "

she kissed my forehead and hugged me.

"I don't even know what I would have done without you"

I mumbled while snuggling in the crook of her neck. She laughed.

"Maybe contemplating whether to throw away this dumb head of yours or not" she teased.

I pulled away and smacked her arm with a smile.

I followed what Chae told me and went back to my house. I entered and sighed. 

there were a lot of things that I need to think about and go through today.

i quickly changed into my comfortable hoody and sweatpants, then I sat down on my sofa.

Now the thoughts came into my mind.

Do I like Jisoo?

Or is it just a temporary attraction?

I thought for a while. 

Then I remembered how beautiful she looks when she laughs, her smile......that smile is contagious.

And her voice....god! can it get any sexier and sweeter at the same time?

I didn't knew I was having an idiotic smile plastered over my face until I saw my reflection in my 52-inch Samsung Television. 

So that's how I realized that....

I am fucked up.

and that too....really bad. 

I groaned and laid my head back on my cushion. I rubbed my hand over my face.

was it wrong to fell in love again, and that too within a short period of time?

Maybe No. But... what will Irene and Nayeon will thin--.

No.

This time I will not let Irene nor Nayeon control what I want to do.

I opened my eyes and stood up.

I took out my laptop and started working on the tender between J. Kim enterprises and Kang Pvt. Limited. After completing it, I looked at the clock.

8:45 p.m.

Shit!

I have been working since the last 4 hours!?

I went into the kitchen and made myself Kimchi stew. I do have my working staff, but I like to cook on my own, so I dismiss them at 8:00 p.m.

I mean they also have a life and family.

After dinner, I quickly went to bed.

****

the next morning I woke up with a determined thought in my head. 

'I'm going to talk with Jisoo'

I sighed when I finished wearing my coat.

i quickly went to the office and found Chaeng waiting for me.

Great!

I took a deep breath and entered into my cabin.

The red haired smiled at me upon noticing my presence. i gave a smile back.

"So...?"

she left the sentence incomplete in the air. I swallowed.

"I like Jisoo"

She squeaked happily, I cringed.

"FUCKING FINALLY!!"

My cheeks started burning, I cleared my throat.

"But..."

she stopped jumping and looked at me in an offending manner.

"but?"

"but I will have to confirm if I'm ready to call it as love."

She nodded.

"I agree. and I'm not even telling you to. Be with her, spend your time, take your time and then...see yourself."

I nodded.

"Now I have to talk to Jisoo. Sorry hubby but I have to go"

Chaeng smiled at me and encouraged me to go with a heads up. when I was about to turn the knob she said

"Don't you dare let me down Jennie Kim"

I smiled.

"I won't let you down on this"

I went out, leaving a proud Chaeng.

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Hello my squishypiers. I hope you will like this chapter also. Finally! We will get our Jensoo together and I will also make Chaelisa together too. Don't worry.. and just wat--I mean read it.
Kamshamnida 🤗