Euphoria-
----a feeling or state of intense excitement and happiness.---
Like when you smell the first cool crisp air of fall, or get a hug from a comferting person, or eat your favorite home cooked meal made with love by your parents.
Euphoria is an un-known feeling to me. born and raised Wichita Kansas, with no dad, a no good mother and no love. I am 16 turn 17 in a month. and my whole life growing up, ive been shut out. my dad left after my mom found out he cheated, my mom blamed it on me, i have no siblings or grandparents or aunts and uncles. But tonight is the night i decided i had enough, i disurve love and comfert and if im not getting it from someone who is supposed to give it to me. ill leave, and i did. im curently on a train leaving wichita heading to some where called "TULSA" i dont know but it will be ok. i can feel it
Now im a little scared taveling alone, im 5'5,104 pounds and tiny. so anything could happen thats why I need to move fast and mind my bussiness. I felt the cart slow down so i know its my time to get off. I stood up and walked fast not knowing where im going. it was dark outside I walked until i saw a bar. "hmm o whell it will do for now" I thought. I walked in. i wasnt dressed nice by any means a pair of jean shorts that were a wee bit to short and a white tank top with a black and white flannel over it. black converse too. I walked in and it reaked of achol and cigarettes. but its a bar what do you expect. I walk to the counter and order a beer. i dont want nothing fruity right now. the guy gives it to me as i get a look around the place, its old and kinda run down. With alot of people.
I feel a person tap me on the shoulder I turn around and see a very tall buff guy looking down at me. "hey kid how old are you" he said acting like a body gaurd or somthing. "im 16 almost 17" i said i probably look like a 14 year old hanging around with all of these older looking people. "ok whats your name" he said looking around us, almost like he was making sure no one was watching. fuck just what i need a guy who could pick me up with one arm trying to kidnap me. no play it cool its ok. "im kimberly what about you" i said putting my beer down on the counter. "im david and im 17" he siad turning around "oh cool" I said taking a long drink and throwing my beer away. I was kinda dizzy i better go
*third person"
Kimberly sat there talking to David when he turned around to sit down he snuck a pill into her beer bottle, and watched in satifaction as she drank.
*kimberly pov*
I stood up and told david bye. when i turned around i saw him nod but i just walked out. as soon as the door closed someone grabbed me. I screamed bloddy murder when Someone threw me down on the ground and pinned me down. there was four guys surounding me. "shut up ya hear" one said. "if you dont shut up we will" another said. it was dark and i couldnt get a good veiw on anyone. Ik i wasnt supposed to but i screamed even louder. when one grabed my throught and held my mouth open. while another put someing in my mouth. I choked, gaged and spit trying my best to get what ever it was he put in my mouth, out. nothing helped. They were talking but i couldnt hear anything. then i was picked up and thrown onto someones shoulder. I wanted to fight but i couldnt. Soon it went black,
