[DISCONTINUED]
"Why don't we just stay like this forever?"
"You want to stay with me forever?"
"Of course"
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After a year of being in Italy the Harringtons move back to Hawkins and hit resume on the lives they paused...
Will their alre...
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𝐀𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐞𝐬
♥ ♥ ♥ October 4th 1985
Graceland Harrington
I open my eyes slowly and stretch as I do. When my eyes fully open I feel the crusty, dried tears around my eyes.
The fight between Eddie and I, yesterday affected me more than I thought it would. I wish he didn't have such a hold on me. I never let guys have a hold on me, but here I am waking up with dry tears from a fight I had with him.
And even though it was him who made me cry myself to sleep, all I would rather be doing right now, is waking up in his arms. He hasn't called, he has knocked on my door. He hasn't climbed up to my window. He probably isn't even crying over it like I am.
I'm just an over emotional teenage girl who can't even get her life together. Who has no idea what she wants to even do with that life.
I'm stuck in a point of my life where I'm just living, I'm not living for anything, not even myself, I'm just...here.
I get out of bed and feel the familiar, dense, uncomfortable feeling near my core. I look down at my shorts and see I've bled through them. I quickly jump and see they've stained my sheets as well.
Tears start to form in my eyes and I run to the bathroom.
"Hey we're gonna-" Steve starts as I run into the hallway, I cut him off by slamming my bathroom door.
"Not going to school today, don't feel well" I yell out to him.
"Do you need anything?" He asks, now closer to the door. "Nope, just go on without me"
This is so embarrassing I feel so gross right now.
The first three days are always my heaviest days. And there's already so much on my shorts that it's slowly going down my leg.
I quickly take my close off and jump in the shower. I sigh in relief when the hot water hits my back. I already know my cramps will be bad today.
I clean myself up and skip shaving for today.
I grab the towel, wrap myself with it and run to my bedroom to quickly grab a new set of underwear.
I head back to the bathroom and quickly put a pad on. Usually, because of my heavy flow, I'll put a pad and a tampon on, but since I'm staying home today I'll skip the tampon.
