AWOKEN (Third Book Of The Nightmare Series)

Chapter 11: Look Inside

Chapter 11: Look Inside

*Olivia POV*

I felt.. Disgusted. While I watched these videos of my parents I almost started to not trust my dad. My mom was put through hell and back, my dad almost scared me.

"Olivia? Can we talk?" I heard my mom knock on my door, I quickly shut my laptop.

"Yeah." The door opened and my parents entered my room.

I couldn't even look at my dad. I couldn't do anything with him anymore.

"We want to talk about this whole Austin thing.."

"What about it?"

"We are willing to accept him.. You know give him another chance.."

"Why?"

"Because.. We want to get to know the Austin you know. This boy you love.."

"You're really going to give him a chance?"

"If he is the person you love, then we have to try and accept him. It's only fair."

"Fair to what?"

"That you'll follow our rules.."

"What are they?"

"Here.. We wrote the down for you in case you forget or something."

1. NO SEX AT ALL. I DON'T CARE ABSOLUTELY NO SEX.

2. Must always tell mom or dad if you go on a date

3. Curfew on weekdays is 9 and weekends 10 or 11, it depends.

4. Must tell us where you are going.

5. Always carry your phone with you in case of an emergency.

6. We will put you on birth control, and you both must sit through a sex talk, even though NO SEX is allowed

"Um.. Okay.. These aren't that bad."

"We just don't want you to get into trouble when you are to young to be doing certain things that get you in trouble. And if you do have sex.. Wait until your like 16 or something.. And tell one of us so we can protect you."

"Okay. Do you want me to call Austin?"

"Um yes. And when you are finished talking to him, please give me your phone so I can talk to him."

"Why not when or if he comes over?"

"Because if he's not able to I would actually like to say something to him."

"Is it something mean?"

"No. I promise honey."

"Okay. Thanks dad."

"Welcome sweetie." My dad left, but my mom remained behind.

"Why are you still here?"

"I saw the folders.. I know you went into your fathers office and watched the security tapes.."

Oh shit. She knew. I was screwed. I was done for.

"I'm not going to tell your father but we need to talk about them."

"What is there to talk about? How you basically got Stockholm Syndrome? How you feel in love with a person who hit you and raped you and hit me!"

Oh yeah. I saw everything.

"Honey, honestly your father loves you and always had, he didn't mean to hit you. If you look closely you were trying to help me and he was in the process of hitting me and you tried saving me. That's why you were hit. He felt that crap afterwards and made sure I knew he did. Yes your father did rape me, many times but 99.9% of the time he was on some sort of drug that made him that way. Plus he wanted a kid-"

"But in your first day he said he didn't want any kids. He said it himself."

"He did. And I remember everything about that day. He wanted a kid, he just didn't believe he could have one after the hell he had been through as a child he didn't want to believe that he deserved a miracle like that. Birth is a gift, having a baby is a gift. And your father and I didn't realize that until we lost the twin."

"Why did dad believe it was you?"

"He didn't want to believe that his long time friend had killed the only thing that was going good in his life, his children. Trust me, your father wanted kids as much as I did. He wanted to experience that wonderful feelings of being a dad and finally having some meaningful responsibility in his life. He wanted to hold those twins in his hands and meet them, see them grow up, we didn't even find out if they were a boy or girl when they were taken from us. Trust me, I've known your father for years and I could go on and on about how amazing he is, but that's his past. Those are his mistakes. We don't judge you on your mistakes-"

"But I didn't beat my girlfriend."

"Everyone makes their own set of mistakes Olivia. I don't know what to tell you. Your father loves you so so so so much. He can't even imagine not being a dad to you, Jase, and Mason. He can't imagine not being a husband to me. That's all he knows now. We are a family Olivia. Everyone had their own story and this is your father's and I. Honesty I wouldn't ask for a different one because if I actually got away, if I wasn't sold, I wouldn't have met your father and I wouldn't have you and your brothers. I wouldn't have this amazing husband who loves me so much he doesn't even know what to do. So yes, I didn't like getting hit, but would I change it? No. I wouldn't. Because those things helped me and your father become the people we are today. And I love who I am today, I love who your father is today. Am I proud of the past? No. Of course I'm not. Is your father? Of course he isn't. But he isn't going to sit around and live through it. we move on and life to the best of our abilities because that's all we can do. So don't judge your father if you don't want to be judged yourself."

That's all my mom said before she left my room, leaving me completely stunned at what she had just said to me.

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This chapter got deep my goodness. This is what Alison actually thinks, but remember I've already told Alison and Jason's story so now it's Olivia turn.

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