Chapter 12: The Chance Isn't Worth Risking Anymore
*Jason POV*
I was throwing the little throw pillows at the door, while I kept waiting for my wife to come back into our room so we could talk. I knew Olivia took those security tapes. And I also knew Alison was talking to her about it.
I wasn't stupid. I knew a lot.
And I also check my security tapes more then when Alison and I were younger.
I wanted to talk to her about it, explain my side of the story so I didn't look like a completely dick who beat her mom.
I wanted to explain who I was at the time.
I wasn't a good person. There was a lot going through my head when Alison and I first got together.
Even when we said 'I love you' for the first time, I could feel myself getting attached to her. I could feel it.
I wasn't ready for that. I wasn't ready for the commitment that came along with loving Alison.
So I just tried my hardest to make sure that I didn't attach myself to her but but the time I realized it, it was to late.
I already connected myself to her. I had babies on the way and every time I tried to push myself away I pushed myself closer to her.
There's no denying that I love my wife. She's absolutely perfect and had given me everything I've ever wanted and more.
Alison walked in, sighing in stress.
"What's up baby?"
"She knows."
Even though I already know Olivia knew about us, it didn't hurt any less.
"I know."
"It's scary to know that, that was actually us just 16 years ago."
"I know. We still fight but nothing like we used to."
"It hurts. Like that's us. That is us fighting, and hitting each other.. Olivia even saw Tapanga."
Oh.
Her.
God it's been over 15 years and I still couldn't stand her.
"Jason don't give me that look. She's my sister and you have to accept that."
"I have accepted that. But damn it's been years and I can't stand the thought of Tapanga anymore."
"Just stop for now Jason. We have to talk about Olivia knowing about us.. She saw us."
"Baby there's nothing we can do about it. Our story is what makes us, us. We had a hell of a time when we were younger but that's life baby."
"But I feel horrible that she knows. She saw us arguing, fighting, calling each other's these names.."
"Honey we just have to accept it and move on. We can't do anything about it. She saw those tapes because she wanted to find our story and see it for herself. It must be weird to think that those are her parents. We all make mistakes in like princess there's nothing we can do about it."
"When did you get so wise?"
"When I married you baby. Now come cuddle. Daddy McCann wants you in his arms."
"My god what is wrong with you?"
"Nothing's wrong with me."
"Yes there is."
"Shush baby. Now come here and love your husband."
"Are you sure you don't want something?"
"I always want something baby."
"I know that's why I'm asking."
"Just shush. We can talk about it when you come to bed."
She rolled her eyes at me and started looking through her drawers to find something to sleep in. Which will end up being just one of my tee shirts and Nike running shorts.
I started to check my phone and look through my e-mails.
But then, I felt a delicate hand swiftly pass over my cock.
I jumped up and Alison was straddling my legs, wearing a pink silk dress and barely passed her ass with blacks lace over her boobs.
It took all my control and resistance to not pin her down on this bed and fuck her senseless.
"O-Oh my b-baby.." I couldn't get any words out.
She looked sexy.
It's not like it's been a while since we had sex but goddamn now it feels like it's been 20 years.
"Why so speechless Jay?"
Oh fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. She say the Jay nickname. I could feel myself tightening in my pants and getting harder and hornier.
"Oh m-my G-God. B-Baby.." There wasn't much more I could get out I wanted to her to ride me like a fucking bicycle.
"Jay-" There wasn't much more she could get out before I jumped on top of her and smirked.
"You think you can get away with teasing me baby? Did you?" My confidence was spilling back into my ego. My sweatpants were getting way to tight for comfort, I was about to take them off, then our door was opened.
"Mom? Dad?" I heard Mason's little voice and I sighed.
"Yeah Mason?"
"Can you tuck me in?"
"Yeah little man we'll be there in a minute." Our door was shut and I sighed.
"We must go attend our son."
"Oh! I forgot to tell you.. Um you know how we had sex a few weeks ago.. And you forgot to take your pill..?" I was going to hell. I know it.
"Yeah?"
"And I didn't wear a condom?"
"Ye- Jason you didn't.."
"I did."
"You better hope I'm not late Jason. We can't handle a baby right now."
"I know! But I didn't mean to."
"Whatever. I guess we'll have to go to the doctor again."
"I guess.."
"I'll go read to Mason. You can fix your problem on your own." She had changed into black sweatpants and a grey tank top that showed her small little tattoo on her belly and her collarbone one she had gotten years ago.
(Tattoos on the side or at the beginning on the chapter)
I was with her when she got them. She looked so cute.
But I mean she was in pain but her faces she made were fucking adorable.
"Okay.. I guess I'll be in the shower." I fucking hated masturbating.
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