On The Inside (DAVEEAST)

(07)

Knox Monroe's p.o.v

I smirked to myself off the little IG conversation me and yaya had. I guess you can say that was my way letting her know I did my research on her.

I found out alot about shawty with the help of one of my Niggas on payroll  ..

Where to start ... Yara Chanel Anderson, 24 years old. when she was 21 her mother got murdered by her boyfriend  some nigga named Tony who was also  her baby brothers zaidyn father, the nigga ended up killing himself as well. Coward.  Yaya been raising him ever since. She also caught a assault charge after her mothers death . I wasn't able to get the whole back story on that though.

I also didn't get much about her and Niggas which is one or two things shawty not out here fuckin' on niggas or she's a whore who low with her shit.

Either way we would see eventually. Cause I know myself and as much as I be on some fuck everyone I'm on a money mission which I'am , once you intrigue me and Im invested enough to get a fuckin background check on you it's borderline  a fixation with the chase at this point.

I don't know exactly what I expected and if it would be anything more than innocent mind teasing game .

I got outta my thoughts and ended up makin some business calls . After my calls a no caller Id called me and I usually don't answer but I did today.

I wish I fucking didn't ..

" YO" my deep voice  boomed into the phone

" k.o so dead ass my nigga ??" A female voice that I knew too well responded causing me to roll my eyes

" karma are you shittin' me ? You playing on phones and shit , fuck is good with you ?"

" no cause you really don't give a fuck it's been wild long and you couldn't care less we haven't spoke ." She yelled

" karma we FUCK, do I like you as a person ? Yes sometimes. We never was on no dating shit we kick it when we kick it. I never sold you dreams " I said keepin it raw with her

" I know that but I feel you should still have a certain level of respect considering how we deal with each other " she said making no fuckin' sense .

How do we deal with each other? we just fuck!

" you're making my head hurt my nigga" I said not understanding how I'm single with girl issues ..

" if you have another bitch you can say that I'm not worried about the next, I only wanna play my role whatever else you do is your business ."

" karma find another Nigga I'm not doing this with you or any other bitch, I can't be tamed I can't be demanded, none of that shit son, ion know where the clingy shit came from but you turning me off " I said before annoyed before hanging up

I didn't feel bad for shawty at all .. I don't lie to women I have relations with, if you think ya pussy some magical crack that's gonna make me wanna be this Prince Charming ass Nigga it's not. And that's on you for thinking Stupid.

Karma was beautiful I can't take that away from her but her beauty was face value only. And that was her only identity and value to her. Fuck imma do with just a pretty face besides fuck it ?

I don't see myself with the whole wife kids thing cause I'm already 27 and with the life I live I feel it's selfish, But my ideal wife if it do happen, is a bitch- I mean women on her shit, a boss , she can teach a Nigga some shit, she make a Nigga feel home .

A lot of people see me as stupid hood Nigga I want my women to bring the knox I was before being tainted..

I ended dippin and going by sin crib, well his momma crib but he had the entire basement. I always wondered why he didn't live with him baby moms especially since he was over there a lot..