Collection of Poems (Year 1)

Right times aren't fleeting, only nonexistent

I know you never expected
That I'd sell my soul
Ten million miles from the bay.

Detached from all webs
That once had a tenacious grip,
Shoving me into the spotlight
So humiliated and ashamed.

Those were the days
Where the stars hovered
Distantly over the moon,

Now to only accompany
Those who are stranded
In this sacred twilight

Where devoided lambence
Is firmly present
And uncertainty is certain.

Doubt and loneliness
Permeates through my veins
Brainwashing me into

Plunging down that pit
That I built.
I promised you

That I'd never give up
On my everlasting love
For you and you only.

You pierced through
All my barriers that
I spent so long

Constructing with remaining faith
That was locked behind.
I promised to never take that road

That road you drove me
Far away from,
But it's too late now.

That path has reached
A halting screech.
It took far too long

For you to see
How much I needed
For you to open up your eyes

Just so you could finally see
That I love you
And always will..

But for what it's worth,
Are you proud of me?

This little girl that stood
By your side all this time
Like a stick in the mud

Is now at your feet
With your gaze rested
On those letters
That spell out my name.