Secret Affair

23

Morning came. Ran dropped you near your apartment complex. He doesn't want you to leave but you can't just do that.

While pressing the passcode on your autolock door, it opened suddenly.

"Hey." Mitsuya smiled at you.

You just kept silent and went inside.

"I made breakfast. Let's eat." He held you by your wrist and gently guided you to the dining room.

He really did made breakfast for two even though he doesn't know if you'll come back. You sat on your seat and eyed him as he was making you a hot coffee.

"Aren't you going to ask where did i go?" You broke the silence.

"No." He walked toward you and placed the coffee in front of you. After taking his seat opposite yours, he took a sip of his own drink. " you always did the same. You never questioned where i go, who i'm with... you welcome me home with a smile. Always. As if you never felt i'm doing something sneaky thing behind you. I never knew it's this painful." He held his chest. "You've been feeling like this all the time i was away?"

You felt your tears welled up on the corner of your eyes. Even if he realizes these things right now, it's too late. You also did something wrong.

"Y/n... Yuzuha's pregnant."

"What?" You slowly stood up from your seat and held on the edge of the table.

"But i've think about it over and over. I'm not leaving you. I'm choosing you. I want you. "

You shook your head. "No. This is wrong. Takashi, don't make it worse. Just... divorce me and fix everything! Don't make life miserable for your child!"

"I could give them the financial support they need. My decision is final. I'm not divorcing you." He stood up from his seat and left you baffled in the dining room.

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You jailed yourself inside your room. The door is still broken so you just pushed your couch temporarily to barricade the goddamned door.

This is not the time to be doing your manuscript but your brain works better under stress and pressure. Putting on your headphones, you buried yourself in your work. Continuously typing, ignoring everything.

Time passed fast. You did not felt hungry at all being too absorbed in your writing. You checked your phone's notifications.

Ran...

I'm going to Kyoto today for some WORK. See you tomorrow when i come back😘.

A smile had formed in your lips. Ran knows how to make your feelings at ease. He's not clean himself, and do criminal stuff for living. He used to hook up with different women in past. But he never makes you feel neglected.

Someone suddenly knocked on your door.

"Y/n... could you open the door?"

You kept your phone on your desk drawer and walked toward the door. "Do you need something?"

"Yes. Please open up."

Pulling away the couch, you carefully opened the door only to see Mitsuya with a tray of food.

"Oh." You opened it widely to let him in.

He went in and just placed the tray in your messy center table. A soft chuckle escaped from his mouth. "Tell me if you need help cleaning. I'll be in my workroom."

Mitsuya left immediately after leaving your lunch. You didn't even noticed it's already 3pm. He was considerate for making your lunch convenient to be eaten while you're working. An onigiri and miso soup. For some reason, you felt your heart ache for him. He's trying so hard right now to get your feelings back on him.

Everyone makes mistake. You could forgive him, but not to patch things up again. You can't fall for his actions right now.

The moment you give in, would be the downfall of both of you.

She won't give up that easily...