Loving You Painfully

Capítulo 3

Maybe this is how life really is. I loved him with all my heart, for more than a year we were in a relationship, it was like I was the one who always made the effort. I don't know why his heart is as hard as stone, his heart is like ice.

The first time I met him I was 18 and he was 19. He didn't date me but we became in a relationship, I don't know how it happened all I know in those days was that I loved him so much and I was so happy when he asked me if we could be together.

"Aviel, can you be my Girlfriend?" Lev asked me, that make me surprise, is this all true? Is he really asking me if he can be his girlfriend?

I can't hide my feelings, I'm so happy. And I won't even hesitate to answer him.

I quickly nodded at him and hugged him.
"Yes! Yes! I want to be your Girlfriend Lev." I am very happy today because Lev is my boyfriend.

I shook my head to stop my thoughts on How happy we are back then, and how we ended up now in this situation.

I changed my clothes to go to school because I want to talk to Lev.

When I got to school, I immediately asked one of his classmates where he was.

"Excuse me, do you know where Lev is?" I asked Lev's male classmate.

"He was here a while ago, with those chosen by Dean to be exchange students in New York. They were fixing their documents." The guy said.

Nanlulumo akong umalis sa School. I thought he might be there at their house.
So I immediately went to their house just in case he was there.

When I got to their house, I immediately pressed the doorbell. One of their maid came out immediately.

"Ma'am Aviel, Ano po ang ipinunta ninyo dito?" I smiled at her.

"Nandyan po ba si Lev?" I asked her.

"Wala pa po Ma'am." I just sighed and nodded.

I was about to turn my back when Lev's mom also came out. One of her eyebrows was raised while looking at me.

"And what are you doing here in my house?" She asked me with disgust.

"I told you not to come back here, didn't I? Didn't Treyton break up with you?"

I lowered my head and bit my bottom lip. Until now, Lev's mom still doesn't accept me as his girlfriend.

"I just want to talk to Lev." I politely answered her.

"And why do you have to talk to my son? You don't have to talk to him anymore because you have already broken up." She sneered at me.

"Alright, I'm just going to leave, I'm sorry for the inconvenience."

I'll just go home to rest, I'll try to call Lev again, maybe he'll answer this time.

I called Lev several times but he didn't answer my calls.

I woke up from my nap when someone texted me, i immediately looked at my cellphone, thinking it was Lev, I immediately opened it. But I was disappointed when I saw that it was an unregistered number but what was even more disappointing was that it was indeed Lev but he was with a girl at the bar.

'Hi, you're Treyton's ex-girlfriend, right? By the way, I'm his girlfriend now.' The unregistered number texted on me.

I didn't notice that the tears kept falling from my eyes.

It's easy for him to replace me, but I'm still here loving him very much.

I have been a good girlfriend to him, I always take care of him, I always ask him if he is okay, I think about the situation more than my mom.

In more than a year of our relationship, I know myself that I have been a responsible Girlfriend to him.

I touch my chest when I felt my breathing getting tight, and my chest also hurt.

While my breathing is getting tighter and tighter, I'm crying more and more, little by little the darkness is engulfing me.

I cried more as my vision darkened, Until I lost consciousness.

I woke up in a bright room, I looked around and realized that I was in the Hospital.

I turned to the curtain when suddenly someone came in, mom came in with an irritated look on her face.

"Tell me. Are you pregnant?" She asked me with an accusing look.

I looked at her with trembling lips. Little by little I shook my head at her.

"I'm not pregnant mom." I'm still weak but this immediately greets me.

"Just make sure you're not pregnant because I'm the one who's making us alive and you're going to add more." She said to me in disgust.

"When you get out of here, just be a working student, and move to another house. You're so big you still depend on me."

I was stunned by what mom said, is she really going to kick me out of the house? But I'm her child, she really should be the one to nurture and take care of me. Why does she blame me for everything she does?

"But mom, I should really live in your house, because I'm your daughter." I begged her.

She glared at me. "Yes, you're my daughter, but you are old enough to work, don't always rely on me."

I was going to say something but suddenly a doctor came.

"Hija, you're awake, based on the laboratory tests, your condition is okay. Maybe you're just too tired and over fatigued. You just need to rest so that your condition improves. You can go out after you've fixed the Hospital bill."

After the doctor said that, we thanked him and the doctor left.

Mom arranged all the things that needed to be arranged at the hospital and we left immediately.

When we got home, I was about to go to my room when mom spoke.

"My friend said she already found a house for you, tomorrow you will move there. I have also found a job for you."

After she said that, she went straight to her room and left me there dumbfounded.

It seems that I will be alone in this life.

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