Chapter 13

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by mysticcherries

by mysticcherries

With a sandwich in my hand , an oversized bad on my shoulder and a complex expression on my face I made my way through the benches in the garden .
The complex expression could be attributed to my worries for zayn and confusion for taylor's twice in a week absurd reaction .
I didnt know what was going on around me , people here are so different so confusing and so complex . Why can't just they be expressive , what is the need to keep secrets , what is the need to complicate everything . I was hurt , why did taylor react that way and elenor brushed me away . I had tears in my eyes . I know Im new but they could have shared , it would not have caused any harm . And then the kiss with zayn , his fight with Niall , obviously he fought for perrie , because he still loves her . So the kiss meant nothing ? It was just a coping mechanism . I nearly dissloved in tears .

I was completely lost in my thoughts .... if you would ask me where I was going I am sure I wont be able to answer . I was just walking and walking and walking to reach I dont know where .
I suddenly sat on the grass it made me feel better , I wanted to gather all my thoughts and think , everything was happening so fast changing every second . I needed someone , I needed to blurt it all out to someone so I rang up Liam

" Li ! Can you meet me in the square park I really need to talk ? "

"Sel ! Im so sorry , I am on my way to Danielle's house she wanted me to meet her parents today . Is it something serious , can it wait ? "

"Aa... ofcourse its nothing serious don't worry . And good luck I am sure they will like you "

"Hah ! Hope so . Listen im driving right now okay bye ! Love you "

"Bye . Love you too "

I didnt want him to be worried about me afterall its an important day for him . But now what will I do , where do I find Zayn neither is he replying me nor is he picking up the phone .
And taylor why does she react this way . Last time it was football and this time its harry . There is no link between the two , what is wrong with her ...

Suddenly a stone hit me and I registered the pain "ouchh!!"

"What's up ! "
I looked up and was taken aback .. harry ? What does he want now .
"I have been looking at you for a long time now .. you look umm... weird . Well you always look weird but this time you look differently weird . All okay ? Are you gonna suicide? " his tone was differet this time and he sat next to me .

"What do you want ? Please leave me alone , I dont have time for your pranks right now ... im .. im just leave please " I couldnt find words to complete my sentence .

"Hey! I know you are worried about zayn and listen I am not here because I want to be , he sent me searching for you , he wanted you to know that he is fine and he is going at his grandma's for a week , you know the ''suspension week '' and he wont take any calls so dont call him " he finished it all in one go as if he had memorised it .

"Okay ! I wont call him I just wanted to know if he is fine and now that he is I am not worried " I stood up to leave and he suddenly held my wrist .

"Il drop you " he said standing up taking my support

"Oh no no .. I am done with your insults and for your kind information I have legs which can walk "

"Really I thought legs sing ! " he said sarcastically and added " Right now you look suicidal trust me ... I wont let you go alone "

"Excuse me ? Since when did the insolent dogs think about other people " damn I said it I couldn't believe I said that , I wanted to appologise but then my ego was standing like a wall in front of me which I could not break

"Insolent dog ? Like seriously , you have got a shitty vocab . Il buy you a dictionary someday . For now come with me " he started pulling me after taunting me

"Harry ! Leave me . I hate you , I dont want your help " I said firmly

"Really , even I hate you but I cannot let you go by yourself you look devastated , you wont be able to walk by yourself " he said authoritatively

"Why do you even care ?" I shouted jerking my hand off his grip

"Shut up ! Dont shout at me again okay ? If you dont want to go in my car then il walk with you . Cool ? " he seemed serious

"What ? Are you alright ? " I said not being able to believe what I just heard

"Listen whatever your name is , selena right ? Doesnt matter , I am not doing this beacuse I want to appologise for my behaviour or I wanna be friends with you , its just that you look terrible righ now and it would be inconsiderate if I dont help "

"Im fine , nothing's wrong with me "

"Why are you arguing this much I have work im not free okay so now you better start walking "

I rolled my eyes and started walking as I did not have any strength left to fight . He followed gripping my wrist again . I looked at him he suddenly turned his gaze away from me not freeing my wrist . He was wearing different clothes not the ones he wore to high school . He looked handsome and I could see a bunch of girls fuming at the sight of he holding my wrist . He did not let go off it but held it softly . I couldn't understand his change of behaviour but right now I was already preoccupied by a number of thoughts .

"I know about your kiss " he suddenly broke the silence still looking away

His words put me to a hault .

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Hi peeps !
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