Truly Madly Deeply <3 ( A Sarry - Zelena Fanfic )

chapter 11 (filler)

When we finaly seperated I din't open my eyes I actualy could not ... I was thinking about how zayn would react considering the fact that he just broke up with perrie someone whom he really loves ....

I felt zayn's arms unwraping , he was backing off . I finaly opened my eyes .. he was looking straight into mine , he was still walking back taking small steps slowly but not breaking that eye contact ...  

" Im sorry , I should not have done that " he said after turning around facing the door .. he opened it and then left , leaving me alone in the kitchen .

I was standing there alone on that very spot where just few minutes ago we were kissing .. I so wished that that moment could be rewinded ... and then zayn asking for an apology made me feel more depressed . He didn't do that intentionally that was just a reflex and to him a mistake .. I was standing right there with thousands of thoughts attacking my mind and I could not find the answer to any one of them , I felt so helpless so alone ....

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After changing for bed I saw my phone blink .... I checked it it had a message from zayn . 

"hey ! I know what I did was wrong I hope evrythings ok b/w us ?"  

I did not know how to react , I mean I was cherishing that moment but to him it was a mistake  

And he was feeling sorry for that ..... How could I even expect something else obviously he would have reacted that way , he never felt anything for me ... he always loved Perrie .....  

But now what should I reply ? I could not think of any response . He appologised ..I had a gut feeling that now everything will change between us but he wanted everything to remain normal . I was totally confused and was feeling irritated . Maybe not replying would be the best option right now ...

So I switched my phone off and pretended to have gone in a state of slumber worried about what would happen in the school the next day ..

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This was just the filler So now chapter 11 is going to be the most interesting one ever revealing the first important step in this love triangle :) 

~mehak<3