Wonder Who You'll Fuck When I'm Gone

Chapter 25

Kirishima's Pov:

I was ready to walk out the door.

If he was seriously planning on keeping Sero around, I'm done with him.

I'll be his friend, i'll talk.

I just won't ever be there more than to help him out.

But I hear his soft voice murmur,

"Okay."

My heart sped up,

"I'm done with him."

I felt a breath slip from my lips and I relax.

I was trembling, still stirred up from the whole Sero incident.

We move to the bed, were I finally continue, "How are you going to fix this?"

Bakugou picks at his fingers a bit and then says, "I don't know."

I look away, thinking.

Letting him think as well.

I feel Bakugou wrap his arms around me, his eyes staring into mine, making me less tense almost instantly.

"Sero comes in and out whenever he wants now. He may act like he hates me in school but.. He always comes back. I don't know how to get rid of him."

I grit my teeth and say, "Fucking tell him."

Bakugou looks at me, and I don't lose the venom in my voice as I snap,

"Tell the piece of shit to beat it and come back to me already."

Bakugou was staring at me, he hasn't said a word.

My leg starts bouncing, nerves getting the best of me.

I didn't mean to let that slip.

But I truly missed him.

My entire being seemed to know Bakugou hasn't been around.

Like a heavy cloud.

I lean forward and press my forehead to his, my hands cupping each side of his head gently, my voice thick,

"Please.. come back, okay? I don't forgive you. I don't. But I'm willing to try again. Only, if you cut everything off.. and you ever hurt me like that-.. I swear, i'll-"

I couldn't finish, I start to look down, embarrassed by how shaky my voice was, but Bakugou hushes me and says,

"I want to come back to you."

I hiccup, leaning forward and pulling him to me.

I almost couldn't believe he was here, with me.

I cry out,

"I thought I lost you, you son of a bitch."

I hear him laugh slightly and hug me tighter, burying his face into my shoulder.

I felt him shake with soft cries of his own and I move and place a kiss in his cheek.

I keep my face close to him, not wanting to lose his presence again.

I feel his hand touch my face and I give him a sweet smile.

He lets out a deep sigh and says,

"I'm gonna need your help."

I nod, "I know. "

He hums and says, out of nowhere,

"I.. I don't remember fucking Tetsu."

I blink slowly, confused and kinda offended he wanted to pull that up, after just sharing a moment.

I hate thinking about the fact Sero had him, now I gotta do all that shit over again with Tetsu?

I felt my jaw clench and he clearly notices i'm irritated.

He moves so his head is under my chin, his hair tickling my neck, and he continues,

"I know everyone says me and.."

He pauses,

"They say we fucked, I went with him on my own.. but I don't remember him being there. I don't remember anything, and those guys.. Sero.. It was weird. All of it. I swear.. I wouldn't have went with Tetsu if I knew what he wanted."

I swallow the feelings I had and think about what he said.

He doesn't push me to talk either.

Finally, I break the silence and say, "I think you should stay away from them. All of them. They are disgusting people."

He nods and I see his face break into hurt and embarrassment as he says,

"He humiliated me, made me do things I didn't wanna do, you don't know the half of it, Ei.. He made me strip and.. and show myself to all of his friends.. take shot after shot.. till I felt so sick I couldn't move. Then.. the drugs.."

I stand up, having to do something to keep myself in check, tipping a chair over.

I turn away from him, taking a moment to calm down.

I turn back around and say, "Bakugou, listen to me."

He looks at me and nods, I take a breath, and start, "You have.." I trail off, lost in thought.

I couldn't stop picturing Sero and all his boys looking at my love, picturing Sero exposing a side of Bakugou no one deserves to see except me.

That was mine.

I notice Bakugou's concerned face, and realized I never finished speaking, I say, trying to be as non biased as I could.

"L.. Let them believe what they want. Fuck them, hell, you know what you do, and how you did it. I'm willing to work with you. I want to help you Bakugou. With my whole heart. I love you to death, and you've run me down a couple times the last few weeks.. but I'm still hangin' on tight.. I.. I believe we can fix this. You and me. Slow, but eventually, fixed."

Bakugou had started crying, making emotions choke me up too.

He nods a couple times and finally says,

"I really want that, Ei. I want you."

I move and kiss him, letting my mind free up, he moves closer and we stay like that for a while.

Letting what we just talked about sink in.

As the high starts coming down from being around the love of my life again, I felt stricken with an uncontrollably hard gut feeling like I was setting myself up to be hurt again.

I stare at Bakugou, who was in his own head as well, staring at the window.

I let my head rest against the wall as my hand trailed up and down his spine.

I couldn't bare it, knowing Sero hurt him.

I also couldn't stop my stomach from lurching and twisting, as if I was about to be nauseous.

If he were to turn on me again.. I couldn't handle it.

I hear a slurred,

"Did.. Did you and Kane ever.. uhm.."

I don't hesitate as I say, "Fuck?"