FRIENDSHIPS(forever?)

chapter 35

A/N

OMG guys I am so so sorry for not updating... I was very busy with my school work and all stuff.
Hope you understand.

Here's next chapter for you..!

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KIM'S POV.

It's a regular class day... say 2 days before our trip to Adventure Island.

I don't know why but I feel so lonely today! Everybody is busy in their own selves today. No one is not even bothered to come and talk to me. I am really feeling so lonely. And today we have all lectures, no free period in between.
Our first period is our clubs. And my club is photography. Yeah I love photography but I am just not willing to go there and Jennifer has Music instrumental today. So I bunked my first period roaming in the ground with Jennifer. She also bunked for me. Haha. She is my best friend.

After this we went to our class and we have regular classes. Today I am sitting with Jennifer but Peter is calling her to sit with her so she went to sit with him and I am sitting alone in the lecture. And I unfortunately I have to actually study!

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Next lecture she came back and we sat together talking to each other for about whole lecture.
I never get tired of talking to her. Actually I love talking to her..
And then we started to sing songs lol.
I sang my favourite song along with her!

Everybody wanna steal my girl ..
Everybody wanna take her heart away..
...
Find another one cause she belongs to me!

Harry styles.! I just love him. He is so cute! And his dimples omg..

And here comes another song...

I'm sorry if I say "I need you"
I'm not scared of love,
But baby when I'm not with you I'm
Weaker
Is that so wrong?
Is it so wrong?
Cause you make me
"Strong!"

Oh.. I also love this song man. It's amazing and now days... When I am with Jennifer I just want to be with her. I love being with her.

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For rest of the lectures she went to sit with Jessica at the back and they were having so much fun.
It was not that that I was jealous that they were having fun or Jennifer sat with someone else not with me.. I was okay with that. She also have her own friends and I don't have any problems with that but there was something different today.

Prakil was busy with Ritvik and Peter and Abhit. They were sitting in another corner of the class and having so much fun and I was siting here. Alone.
And rest of the day went like this only.
Everyone was busy in themselves and I realised one thing.. that when I needed someone to talk to me I found no one.
I know I never went to them to talk but at the same time they also didn't came to me.

I was like sitting alone and studying and doing my work.
And now I just don't wanted to talk to anyone. It was not that I was angry on them or I felt bad. I just didn't wanted to talk.

Sometimes we should just spend time with ourselves not with others.
Everyone says that friends are there when you need them but today there was no one with me.

I realised that the person who makes everyone laugh around him or her can be the most lonely person. I don't know why I felt like it but I just felt it. I think this is the time for me to maintain a distance with everyone. I should not get attached to anyone. Afterall friends come and go .. but the right once will stay with you forever. And I wanted to see that who stayed with me "forever".
Let's see what happens.
After all we can't predict that what will happen in future. But I hope for the best, not just for me but for everyone. :')

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A/N

Guys I was literally feeling sad writing this chapter but this was important so I wrote it. I hope you like it and I want that whoever reads this should feel what Kim was feeling rite now then only you will understand that whatever she felt was true.