"Just Friends"

I'm sorry

This is basically just going to be one long author's note. (Didn't even proof-read, I just needed to get this out there)

If you've read my other book ( I don't blame you if you haven't, cause it sucks) you'll probably know what has been going on with me for the last few years. If you haven't, then I'll explain it to you.

I've had a lot of trouble with illnesses these past few years, some things has just been minor things, and some have been kind of "big". I currently have a chronic fatigue syndrome which I've had for almost two years now. It's been one hell of a journey, hundreds of doctor's appointments, hospital visits, and a lot of mental pain.

We found out that the reason I am like this now, is because I was bullied in elementary school. Yes, that can happen. You can get a fatigue syndrome from bullying. Some have even gotten paralyzed because of bullying. Bullying can really tear someone apart, how fucked up is that? I'm first of all angry that bullying exists in this world, I am also pissed of with the people who bullied me. I'm kind of over the whole thing now, I'm just angry.

The head is connected to the body(obviously), but the bond is stronger than you'd think. Everything that affects the brain, can affect the body as well. That's what happened to me. I have an incredibly low energy level, I only go 4 hours a day at school, even that is too much for me, but it's recommended by the school or something.

When I get home I just lay in my bed all day, I rarely hang out with friends because if I do, I might miss school the next day because I'm too exhausted, and I don't like that because I've set the bar so high, I wanna do my greatest in school.

I still have the same routine every day. Go to school, get home and rest, eat something, get ready for bed, fall asleep.

The weekends aren't that different, I rarely hang out with my friends, I never go out unless I'm invited to a birthday party or something like that, I just stay home in bed with my phone in my hand, reading stuff on wattpad.

So the point of this looong author's note is basically to say that I am so stressed because of school and my health, that I don't have the time or energy to continue this story. I was very positive about this one, I really liked it and I thought I could finish it, but I just can't. I'm sorry.

I have been thinking about writing this author's note for a really long time, the reason why I managed to do it right now, is because I managed to lose all my important notes when I updated my computer, everything I had there, plans, information, stuff like that is gone. So if I were to actually continue this story, I would probably get all the facts wrong, some would have two birhtdays a year because I couldn't remember when their birthdays were, haha!

So I just want to say I am terribly sorry for having to end the story, I don't think I'll delete it. I might continue it if I get better someday, or I might write another one. Who knows?

Again, I'm sorry guys. I love you all, thank you for all the support you have given me. Thank you so much!

-Karoline