Celestial- Kim Mingyu

Good to Me

We are now doing some variety shows and radio ones. I would have fun during them. I am an extrovert but when I'm not used to my surroundings, I tend to me quieter and in the back. I saw how some people didn't understand why a quiet member was the leader. As if you wouldn't also be quiet in a studio with your seniors. It's intimidating but I think I will get used to it. We are also filming some vlogs and doing some v-lives. My Korean is way better now than when I got here. The lessons I take are paying off. The 02 line is doing a v-live today and 1 hour before we asked them on twitter to send us questions. Once we started it, it was fun we took turns talking a little in our native languages to introduce ourselves. And then got to the questions, our manager picked them out so there wouldn't be any inappropriate ones. Most questions were for my members, but I got to answer the basic ones. Why are we named after goddesses, how long we trained, our height and MBTI tests. I was an ESFP which made people question why I was so quiet, just you wait for the chaos that is comfortable Nabi. A fan asked how I got in the company. I told them how I went to a Seventeen concert and sang a line. Even my members reactions were funny. After about an hour we ended the live and went home. All of us were now in our living room watching YouTube videos about our group. We watched some reactions and some fan-cams and at midnight decided to go to bed. It was a long day for you, so you fell asleep faster than usually.

It's the end of August now, our company just told us that we would have a comeback in the end of October, perfect for Halloween. Your favourite holiday. The debut was about how you left Olympus and went to earth. This one how you are adapting on earth with your powers. You were excited, the concept sounded refreshing to you. You liked how there was a lore and a story. You decided it was a perfect time to go see your producer to ask if you could help him with writing and composing the songs. Once you reached the studio you knock and go in. You said hello to the person you thought was Hyunseo oppa but it wasn't him at all. You were now starring at Mingyu. You excused yourself and asked if Hyunseo was coming soon. Mingyu tells you that he left to grab a drink and that you could wait for him on the couch. You sat down and started writing key words for the songs. You stopped when you felt like someone was starring at you. You look up and your once one-night stand and celebrity crush were looking at you with his deep brown eyes. You asked if it was still already with him that you wait in the studio, but he ignores it and asked you how you got to be a trainee at the same company as him. You smiled and started telling him the story. He was laughing and just said: "So you still slept with me even though you knew there was a chance of you being a trainee and maybe an idol in the same company as me?" You smiled and replied: "Even if I already knew my future, I would've still done it. It's not the opportunity would ever present itself again." He nodded and smiled at my answer and handed me his phone.

-Can I have your number?

-My number?

-Yeah. I would really like to talk to you.

You were sightly confused but took his phone and entered my number. I saw him send me a text so I could save his number. He took his leave when my producer came back. We got comfortable and started to work on some songs for a few hours. I now had vocal lessons and then Korean ones. You got home last and saw that the girls were all sleeping. I wasn't tired yet, so I went to the rooftop. You took your phone out and saw that Mingyu texted you if you got home safe. You smiled and replied that you did, and you hopped he did too. You are now receiving a phone call from him; you picked up slightly stressed.

-Hi sunbae.

-Hi Nabi-a. Are you feeling alright? You sound exhausted.

-I mean it is past midnight and had a long day today.

-You are right, I remember when I was in the rookie years. It was hard for us. But I hope you guys are doing well.

-We talk a lot between each other about problems we might have but I don't think the girls can understand the pression I have just because I'm their leader. I'm not the oldest but I don't know if I can go to my eonnies for help. I feel weak if I do and I hate that feeling.