Krinx love ❤️

Chapter 12

Minx P.O.V
The rest of the day was slow.. I miss Krism..
As i walked out of the school i was hoping she was going to be there waiting.. But she wasn't.
I look down at my phone about to text her but she texted me first.
Krism: Sorry bebeh, Mary wants me to meet someone.. Plus she called me kris, bitch. Don't call me kris EVER. I fucking hate it.
Minx: Okay bebeh.. Just come over later or I'll come over. Love you.💜
Krism: Love you too.❤️

I drive home crying.. Today was ruff. I just want to go home and cut away the pain..
I walk inside, with no one home.
I used to hate being home alone but since mum has to work all the time i got to love it..
I go into my bathroom and run a shower.. As i wait for it to get warm i sit there with the blade in my hand.. I'm not cutting because Krism isn't here.. I've done this since forever.. Depression fucking sucks. I start cutting.. One cut, leads to 20 more.. I'm done. They aren't deep... Just enough.. I take a shower with the cut slowly healing up.. I hate that but it's okay.. Before I found out i was a lesbian, i was bisexual. And i had a boyfriend.. And he hated when i cut.. He would always kiss my scars.. I loved the comfort of that relationship, but i think i like being with Krism way more! I wonder who Mary wants her to meet. Usually that means she wants then to hook up by what Krism tells me.. Well i just wait till Krism texts me..

Omfg. Im so sorry guys! I just haven't been myself. I've been wanting to update this book so much! I've been so depressed.. Dealing with my own thoughts plus.. Other things. I really hope you continue to read. Lots of people probably deleted this book off of there library... But I'm back.. Hopefully. Still haven't decided who Mary wants Krism to meet. I have good ideas for this book.. I'm really sorry. First update in a while..
~Alex