🎸Eddie Munson🎸 One shots

Voices- T.W.(Voices violence suggests harm)

T.W: VOICES VIOLENCE SUGGESTS HARM

It must have been the lack of sleep.

The many hours you had been forcing yourself to work, trying to distract yourself from them.

But nothing worked nothing ever worked.

You took up smoking , drugs , alcohol anything at this point. But it never worked. It only shushed the voices but never silenced them.

Your thoughts where small at first. Normally just a tiny voice telling you to stand up and arrange the cups on your coffee table till they where lined up biggest to smallest or vise versa.

But lately they had gotten worse. Now it was thoughts telling you to take the knife you where cooking with and stabbing yourself with it. Or grabbing glasses from the kitchen and slamming them onto your head or smashing the Tv with your hands.

Anything that would possibly harm you physically and mentally.

But you had met someone to help you with it. Someone who made you feel special.

Eddie.

Eddie had been your closest friend in Hawkins for the past two weeks. In the short period you had known him he had made you feel so special and safe.

He made your insecurities feel like superpowers. He complimented everything about you, and often at times you would simply catch him gazing at you from across the school cafeteria his eyes lost in yours hardly noticing that you where watching.

To say the least you really really liked this guy. He made you feel a way you never thought your mind would let you feel.

He knew about the voices. Yet..he wasn't scared by what they would make you do or feel.

And that made you feel better about it. Knowing that people could trust you even if you where a little different.

But today was different.

Today had been really stressful for you. You hadn't slept in weeks a month and a half to be exact. The voices where disturbing your sleep schedule often causing you to wake up bleeding or surrounded by shards of broken glass not remembering how or what caused the situation due to your dream hallucinations.

You stumbled into your living room. Your bag plopped by the door way as you stumbled into the living room going to get a glass of water as you turned on the Tv skipping through the channels.

You sat on the couch taking small sips from your water as you listened to Tv humming in the background.

As you got lost in the sound of the Tv humming you felt the voices creeping back in.

Small whispers began to fill your ears as you groaned trying to ground yourself you pushed yourself up more on the couch taking slow small breaths As your palms rested flat on the couch helping you to relax.

"It's okay....its okay remember what Eddie told you breath...breath...remember the breathing..".

You whispered to yourself trying to ignore the silent voices.

"Grab the Jack knife from the drawer....".

"Yo-your not real leave me alone.."

"Yes I am y/n do it grab the knife Eddie gave you use it cut your hair off".

"N-no..no..!".

"Take the knife cut your hair then ,grab the hammer from the back drawer bash in your knees so you can't move then you can sit down and rest right? If you can't move then you can rest right..?"

"Y-yea...yea I can rest."

"Don't you want to rest y/n?".

"Yes".

"Then grab the hammer and the knife and break your legs...do it..do what I say..".

You opened your eyes your body numb face lifeless as you stood up walking over to the kitchen drawer as you grabbed the hammer and Jack knife placing the knife into your pocket you lazily dragged the hammer to the living room.