—This is a part two to the last SH story I wrote I felt the other was getting to long so I made it multiple parts 😭—
⚠️There are harsh images and sensitive topics pls skip if your not comfortable!!!⚠️. —————————-———————-—————— EDDIES POV: Hours had gone by since you had passed out downstairs with Eddie.
He managed to carefully carry you upstairs without hurting you or waking you and place you in bed allowing your body to get the rest it had been so desperately craving these past few weeks.
Eddie was sitting on the side of your bed his head lay on your mattress while the rest of him sat on a chair waiting anxiously to see when and if you would wake.
He had woken up a few times throughout the night adjusting your bandages and feeling for your pulse and temperature to ensure you weren't getting sick from the blood loss.
It was currently 4:17 am. You had been unconscious for nearly 4 hours and over thirty minutes. Eddie had woken up again to readjust your bandages and wipe off any blood stains that might have gotten on your skin.
Eddie had just finished re-wrapping your arm carefully laying it back down on the bed he stroked back some strands of hair that lay across your face brushing them out of your eye.
He felt like his heart was in his throat his stomach churned with worry and fear.
What if you didn't wake up ? Was he the reason you had done this today ? How long had this been going on Was that why you hadn't been focusing lately Why didn't he just talk to you about it Why didn't you tell anyone Why did he say all those things to you He wished he could just take it all back This was all his fault He shouldn't have said those things to you. Those thoughts swarmed in Eddie's head. He felt responsible for all of this, everything that had happened today was on him and it hurt him to know that he had done this to you. He had pushed you to these points.
Eddies hand carefully intertwined with yours giving it a gentle squeeze as he brought your hand up to his face.
He pressed a gentle kiss to your knuckle , small hiccups left his lips as he sobbed tears spilling from his eyes.
He wanted to apologize. He wanted to take it all back . To take away all the thoughts that had filled your head and made you feel so low to get to this point.
"Y-y/n...please sweetheart...it's Eddie...I'm right here y/n..I just need you to come back to me please...I'm sorry...I'm sorry for everything sweetheart I didn't mean it I take it all back y/n...just please ,please wake up baby...".
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Eddie chocked on his tears his face buried into your hand pressing soft kisses to your knuckle over and over hoping that maybe somehow it would make everything better.
