⚠️!!!This story is about ADHD if there is anything that could be triggering for you please skip!!! Story mentions overstimulation, headaches, stimming and SH . Read at own risk you have been warned!!!⚠️ ________________________________
This week had been one of the most eventful of your life. You had spent the past few days going over to Eddie's to hang out, then from there the two of you would go to hellfire and from there the hangout where Eddie and his band performed.
It was great. You loved going out seeing your friends and taking part in all the activities with everyone else. But a part of you was beginning to feel unwell throughout the whole week. You felt yourself beginning to mask more. Hiding how uncomfortable you where feeling when you guys where out in public. You felt overwhelmed with everything you where doing. It was all becoming too much and doing it over and over again each day, your mind wasn't getting a break.
You wanted to call Eddie, tell him you felt unwell and couldn't go out. But it meant a lot to him and the others that you went to their gigs and showed up at hellfire to hang out and play.
So here you where sat outside by the curb waiting for Eddie's van to turn the corner so he could take you to hellfire.
You where grateful that Eddie had woke up late this morning. It had taken you two hours to actually get out of bed let alone get ready and grab your things. You had been freaking out this entire morning. It seemed as though no matter what decision you made your mind made 1000 reasons against it.
You put on your hellfire shirt and jeans only to realize how much you hated the way the fabric felt against your skin and how it touched your neck. You practically emptied your closet only to end up back in the same first outfit because your brain decided it was fine after all.
You had been picking your nails on and off while waiting. Your skin was peeling by the nail and blood was starting to show from the harsh picked skin.
You hadn't even noticed the van pulling up beside you till you felt a pair of hands on your shoulder shaking them lightly to grab your attention.
Your head quickly snapped up shooing away the hand as you scotched back against the curb.
"HEY, HEY..Y/n..relax...it's just me.." Eddie said. His hands thrown up in surrender.
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You only then relaxed, realizing who it was you let out a sigh as you let your body ease off.
"H-hey...hey..sorry,uh sorry about that..". You mumbled wiping your eyes as you pushed yourself off the ground.
"You alright..?". He asked taking note of your off behavior.
"Mhm." You mumbled reaching down to grab your bag as you slung it across your shoulder.
"Are we going straight to hellfire or is there still time to go to your house..?" You asked realizing how much you had gotten accustomed to the routine.
