Highschool Sweetheart (Cynonari)

The Kiss

My hand lifted his head up to mine, closed my eyes and I pressed my lips against his.
I felt my heart beating faster out of my chest, his lips were so soft and warm.
It made me want to stay like this forever.
I rubbed my thumb into his cheek and we pulled away staring into each others eyes.
He looked like a stunned puppy.
Returning to my seat my brain was having a crisis.
It felt like that was right.
Kissing Nari was what I was meant to do.
I was meant to want that.
It didn't make me feel awkward or confused.
I liked it.
Placing a hand over my mouth for some reason I wanted to kiss him again.
My mind was so scattered I didn't notice all those rounds go by.
Candance tapped me on the leg again and it shook me from my thoughts.
"Cyno we are playing 7 minutes in heaven can we use your closet?"
"O-Oh yeah sure-"
I scratched the back of my head and wrote my name down on a piece of paper before placing it in the box with everyone else's names.
My eyes darted to a red Nari that was still in his seat looking flushed and nervous.
Seeing him that way made my mind wander again.
What if I liked Nari?
Does he like me back?
Am I gay?
I want to kiss him again but would he allow that.
Maybe he's just upset that I kissed him.
"Cyno!"
Nilou yelled.
"Wake up!"
"E-Eh what-"
"Your turn to go in the closet-"
"Wuh with who-"
"Tighnari- go-"
She grabbed both of us by the collar and shoved us into the closet.
He ran into my chest and it gave me butterflies.
It was dark and small.
There was just the slightly bit of light and I could see his nervous eyes.
I wanted to kiss him and bad the urge was getting worse.
My hand slid around his cheek again and I didn't know what I was doing.
"Nari I- forgive me"
I leant down and met his lips again.
This time I could have them for longer.
It was different.
I felt him kiss me back and it was gentle.
We both nervously pulled apart and dove back in.
He was just as inexperienced as me which made it a learning experience for both is us.
His lips were so intoxicating and I wanted to stay like this forever.
I dug my hand into his hair and snuck my hand around his waist.
He made an unexpected noise into my mouth and it made me kiss him more.
The noises our lips were making were getting rather loud but I didn't want to stop.
I don't know what came over me but I wanted this.
I wanted him.
A loud knock on the closet door interrupted us.
It scared the shit out of me and we both fell over.
The noise of our fall caused Dehya to open the door.
"Wow.."
It did look rather suspicious.
I helped Nari up and I kept a hold of his hand as we sat in the circle.
His lips were red and so was his face.
My heart beat was ringing in my ears.
"Cyno! Earth to Cyno!"
Nilou waved a hand in-front of my face.
"Uh-h what-"
"Home time its 10pm- well technically you live here but back to your dorm"
I nodded and took Nari with me as we left.
My father was nowhere in sight but I couldn't think about anything but our kiss.
It kept running through my mind like a tape record.
Once we made it to my limo we sat their in silence.
I heard Naris breath start to slow down so I looked over and he was sleeping against the window.
Rain slid down the windows in large strings.
I roped my arm around his shoulder and hesitantly flopped his head onto my shoulder.
My heart felt happy in his presence.
Having him close to me made me want to squeeze him.
The car pull up out front of the dorms and I shook Naris shoulders.
"Nari wake up we are here"
His sleepy eyes met mine and I grabbed his hand helping him out of the car.
We quietly walked into our dorm room and I closed the door behind us.
He turned to me with large eyes.
I had the urge to kiss him again.
My needs were getting to strong to ignore.
I leant down next to his ear.
"Nari- can I kiss you again-"
He gasped and opened his mouth.
"I-I uh Uhm y-yeah"
I could hear his heart beating.
My hand made its way back to his cheek and I stared into his eyes.
This time we are all alone.
Nobody to interrupt us.
I didn't waste anytime before I pressed my lips in his.
I missed being without his contact.
Being without his touch.
He kissed me back with just as much passion and it forced me to tangle my hands in his soft hair.
What is this?
I pulled him closer to my body and he yelped a little but continued the same pattern.
Our lips moved together like perfect pieces of a puzzle that just seemed like click.
Why did I like this so much?
I guided him to my bed and held him on-top of me.
We pulled apart and I wrapped my arms around his back into a warm hug.
"N-Nari I-"
"We should get dressed-"
He lifted up his head and rolled off my chest.
Quietly walking into the bathroom.
It took him awhile to come out in his little green pjs.
"Come sit while I get changed"
He nervously sat on my bed and I headed for the bathroom.
Once I shut the door I fell on my knees.
My mind was racing with questions but no answers.
I kissed him and I liked it.
For Christ sake I didn't just kiss him I made out with him twice.
I hugged him?
I liked his presence?
No wait.
I like him.
No.
I love him.