Prompt Fic #1.
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"It sucks. Because I want to hate you, but I can't."
"I'd rather deny my feelings than have to explain them."
((Based around a ||Female|| reader. Dean W.))
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She had been settled at the back of this bar for quite a while, a few hours or so, passing the night away with cheap liquor and the occasional drunken slurry of words to another.
"I think you've had just enough of that tonight."
He slid her glass of nearly empty booze towards him, and away from her slow reaching hands.
"You're not my bartender.. What are you even doing here?"
"Taking care of you, when you won't yourself. Thought that was obvious, Trooper."
She giggled. None of this was funny to her, it was more of a sarcastic, drawn out laugh directed towards his character. It was more of a mockery than anything.
"Don't pretend you give a shit about me. You're here because the boys and your angel asked you to be when they refused."
He frowned in disdain, his browns tightly knit with concern.
"I do care. Don't make this harder for yourself. Let's get up and go, kid."
He tried wrapping an arm under and around her shoulders but she quickly peeled them off her form and pushed him away, causing a significant stagger.
She honestly surprised herself with the sheer drunken strength inhibiting her body.
"Don't fucking touch me... Get out of here. I'll find my own way back."
"With some guy or girl? You're almost black out. I don't trust that, OR you."
"Yeah. I already know that. You've made it abundantly clear in these last few hunts, dickhead."
"I didn't mean that. I do trust you. But.. you're not exactly fully there right now, are you?"
She finally placed her half awake eyes on his face, noticing his blatant concern for her person.
She groaned out, loud enough to attract stares from the neighboring alcoholics. She really didn't care though. He was getting on her nerves, and they've been significantly dwindled as of late.
"Please leave. Just let me stay, treat myself."
"Like shit? No. You deserve much better than this shoddy excuse of a bar. And I'm tired of your shitty attitude."
He put both of his hands on the end of the table and stared at her eyes.
"I'm tired of seeing you hate yourself. Acting like you're the worst person in the whole entire world. You're not, I actually find you very much the opposite."
He grasped her hand in between one of his much rougher ones, closet to her.
"You are your own worst hater. I can't stand to see that. I need you to start appreciating yourself. If you can't do that for you, do it for me."
"I think I would venture around and dare say you might like me."
"More than that. More than just a like. I'm not just fond of you."
She tilted her head to the side, away from his and just smiled without a care.
"You know.. It sucks. Because I want to hate you, I mean I have every right to after everything. Yet I can't. I'd rather deny my own feelings than ever dare to admit them. It's so much easier."
She was referencing the effects of the blade, The Mark of Cain, his demon antics, and overall general attitude.
He couldn't blame her for that, yet he held the smallest trace of resentment for that. He had no control over what happened after he accepted that cursed mark.
"Then don't. Please stop pushing me away, when all I want to do is to help you."
"I pushed you away because you deserve so much better than I have to offer."
"I could care less about what you have to offer me at this moment. I'm fine with all that you have now. It doesn't matter to me."
She slowly lifted her head back to his chilling gaze.
"Can we stay a little longer? Just you and I."
"Of course. As long as you want. -Or really, until the bar kicks us back out to the streets."
She pulled his hands with hers and leant into his frame.
"It was always you, no matter how much I denied it, huh?"
"I'm glad you stopped denying. You don't have to say it back, but I love you. Every part, big or small."
"I love you too."
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