Hehe haha
-dexter-
I got into a fight today
It was a petty fight some guy was talking a lot of shit and i like to talk shit, so we fought i won of course because im ms petty herself
And shinee.. he was out with his friends and founds out and now hes sad because he wasnt there
I have a black eye and my nose is bleeding
"Hunny im okay"
"No your not your bleeding"
"And i like it"
"What?"
"I like blood"
"NO! ITS BAD AND SCARY"
"Baby i was joking"
"ITS NOT FUNNY"
"Im sorry"
"NO"
He went into the room
"Shit"
I went into the room
"Go away!"
"Im sorry"
"Bunny"
"Its never ever funny"
"Im sorry that i made a joke to you"
"ABOUT BLOOD! THE ONE THING I CAN NOT STAND"
"Im sorry"
"Leave me alone"
"Fine"
I closed the door
-shinee-
I looked at my legs
Hey, just cause im a little and happy and dont have that bad of a past doesnt mean ive never suffered things
I have old cuts and scrathes on my legs
Thats why i dont like blood its scary
Little space clouded my head next to those bad bad thoughts
"Stop it please"
"Stop"
*****
-dexter-
Normally when he gets angry he cools off in less than ten minutes but hes been in the room for three hours
"Bunny?"
I opened the door
The room was a mess there were feathers and cotton and ripped clothes and blankets everywhere
"Oh no"
"Stop it"
"Baby"
He was sitting facing the wall
"Turn around"
"Please stop go away"
"I'm coming over"
"GO AWAY"
I held his waist
He turned around and went to punch me
"Relax"
I put his arm down
He fought me to get his arm
"I know this isn't the bunny I know and love, come back to me please"
He bit my arm
"Let go"
It doesn't hurt that bad cause his teeth are so dull he can hardly pierce skin
I stuck my finger between his teeth and my arm to pry him off and I SUCCEEDED
*****
He's still mad at me but I got him to calm down a little
I cleaned the room and ordered new pillows and blankets
"Its okay"
Also hes crying again aswell
*****
-shinee-
Daddys gonna drop me off to nova i know it
What if he takes me to jake no no
"Bad boy bad"
"Baby its alright"
"Daddy hates me"
"Bunny no"
He tries to hold my hand and i flinched...
I fliched at daddy
Hes so mad at me right now
"Bunny?"
I stopped crying and looked at him
"Im sorry for flinching that was not right of me i will be out of your hair now"
"Bunny stop"
I went to my kennel and crawled in
"Bunny get out"
"Okay"
I got out of my kennel and walked to the front door
"Baby listen to me"
"Bye daddy"
"No!"
-dexter-
I fucked up really bad
"Baby come on"
I grabbed my coat and his sweater and his bunny slippers for him cause he only has socks on and i know his little feet hurt already
I expected him to be on the porch like he always is but hes not.. I can't find him anywhere NOWHERE
"Bunny!"
***
I heard squeaking at the dead end that leads to the ally
"Bunny"
It wasn't squeaking it was quiet sobs
"Baby look at me"
"I sorry"
"Its alright"
I bent down and reached for his feet
I slipped the bunny slippers on his feet before i realised he was bleeding
"Sweetie where did you walk?"
He pointed behind me to a really jagged and rocky road
"Cmon lets go"
*******
His feet are bandeged and he is less scared
"You okay?"
"Mhm"
Hes laying on my chest under a blanket and let me tell you i am high as a kite right now i can hardly focus on the tv
"Daddy"
"Yea?"
"Your high right now hm?"
Shit..
"No bunny"
"Yes you are"
"Just a little"
"Mhm"
He cuddled closer into my chest
"Whats on your mind?"
"When i was little tate used to smoke a lot"
"Hm"
"But he stopped after a while i dont know why"
"Oh"
******
He fell asleep and now im sleeping
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The Crybaby
NezařaditelnéThe crybaby is not your average boy, he has autism and feels the need to hide his developmental disability, and from past traumas he's been trying to figure himself out for years But a sturn but gentle handler, takes him from a scary relationship an...
